Atiey's Diary ♥

Habit.

2012-02-08T09:34:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum ppl,

Damn sleepy kot. Can't barely open my eyes like seriously man. Sumpah mengantok gilaaaa. Just arrived from Perak this morning then straightly came to office. Extremely exhausted, 'hunger + craving' taking short nap even for 5 minutes. Acely, this is my habit maa. I prefer driving in early bird time ( around 2- 4 am) every single time heading back to KL. Sumpah best balik time pepagi buta kot. No congested road, drive peacefully without head & heart aches, tenang jeee. Heeee

But but but, I got sumtin' to share on 'Typical lady driver' based on true story la konon-konon. Bodoh punya driver!!! Even-tho I'm a lady driver but I'm not 1 of the heartless,stupid driver like her. Sorry girls. I wasn't intention to use harsh words or downgrade girls driving skill,but based on what I'd faced this morning it is way tooo much for me. I can't stand anymore with 'those kinda women'. Come-onn laa kakak, period ke ape?

Situation :

Exited from Selayang ( LATAR highway) heading to Gombak( MRR2). Traffic was a bit slow as it is near to Batu Caves, due to yesterday Thaipusam's celebration. Crazy congested road,cars moving slowly on both side.

And

...the story began when I tried to switch d lane( from junction to main road). I gave signal bout few minutes besides seek d opportunity switch to right lane. Then , 1 stupid lady driver refused to give a way. She keep on driving & moving forward, ignored my signal. I politely raised my hand to seek for her permission, but she's never stop. My car was in between her's & a huge lorry. Okay,I can't barely control my nerve anymore. Astagfirulahalazim!!! Extremely pissed off kot. Suddenly, I reduced my speed & let her go 1st.

Nak sgt jalan kan? Jalan laaa. Ade aku kesah?

Omg, such an annoying driver ever. Budjet hot sgt la bwk Grand Lavina tu,puiii!!! Pastu dapat je potong keta dia,aku tunjuk 'F***' trus. Puas hati aku!! Hello, please tolerate while driving okay. The road wasn't yours laaa. Please bare in mind!!!!

Bye.

Atiey M

Rindu ='(

2012-01-31T10:26:00.008+08:00

MBF Cards Sdn Bhd( Customer Service Department)

I learned more than I expected.

Punctuality, Independent, Self- Improvement,Quality-sm ,Motivation & Friendship(mostly).

Last day snapshots.

With Kak Lina. The most sempoi team leader.

Frankly,I miss them freaking lots!!!

Just keep in touch with few colleagues, Dila & Siah as their d nearest once & easy to hangout,gila-gila.

The rest,hurmm,tak tau bila lagi dpt jumpa.

Always failed to set an ideal time to meet all.

With finance's & cashier's staff.

I've been here (IEF) approximately 4 months meaning that I'd left MBF for almost 5 months ago. Lamaa kot. I think we shud held a small REUNION!! Can friends?? Can laaa.

Kawan-kawan,please agree or otherwise jumpa je pakai redah. Ahhhhaaaaa,kidding jaaa!!.

Apparently, I'll be busy : onwards. Big project waiting. Huuuhuuu ='(

PS:

MBF cards. How may I assist you?

(sumpah rindu gila greeting ni. Sangat!!)

KIV TILL FURTHER NOTICE,CASE CLOSED, NOTED WITH THANKS.

(rindu jugak kt term-term ni. Sangat!!)

Atiey M

Saja =)

2012-01-30T15:02:00.016+08:00

Dear Diary,

Sorry for neglecting you quite sum times. You noe I've been busy since last December & c'nue till this month like seriously okay. Closing account. Sumpah hectic chaos !! No kidding this time. Sometimes I just wish I can spend more time. Meaning that : more quality hours with beloved once ( family,tunang & friend).

People keep on asking where I've been? Esp friends. Lost contact, unreachable, MIA. Sorry friends, sorry for being MIA all over again. Disappear news-less & sum of them call me 'Chipsmore'. Kejap ada kejap takda. Heeeee~ Besides, I've switch to Digi more often. Maxis??? Not regularly on & mostly not at all. Please reach me @ Digi okay. Confirm I'll be available 24/7 except for 'tido time' laaa. Call satus kali pon I xkan angkat. Ahhhaaaaa!!! Kalo xde num I, u can pm me on fb =)

I'm quite free today even-tho banyak kerja mcm gilaaa. Sumpah gila banyak. Waaaaaa!!! And hey,for those that I been buzz-ing & IM-ing just now,thank you for replying me dear. I promise,I'll tried to spend more time with u guys onwards. Insyaallah. Promise!! Promise (cross finger).

Btw,February is just around d corner. Got few invitations on wedding & E-day. Congratulation in advance buddies. Kalo Atiey free & xde ape2 Atiey attend event korg kay. Gonna make a list ni. Kang terlupa pulak. Awak tu dah la kuat makan semut Atiey. Heeeeheeee!!

For those who's getting marry :

'Happy married life to you guys & wishing you all d wealth & prosperity throughout your life. Don't fight!!!

For those who's getting engage:

'Wishing you d best of life today & in d days to come. Welcome to d club babe'.

Okay laaa,off to bank. till then. Tata guys. Muahmuahmuah!!!!

Tagged:

Farah Adila, Faizal, Shrek, Ayu.

TAHNIAH!!!TAHNIAH!!!TAHNIAH!!!TAHNIAH!!!

Atiey M

Sunday blues =)

2012-01-29T19:10:00.011+08:00

Listening to: Katy Perry- Simple.

Flashback: Disember 2004- March 2005.

Location: Kem PLKN Segari,Lumut Perak.

Dear Tunang,

Do u still remember d 1st time we met? I just can't stop laughing (till present) every time I'm thinking of it. It feel like yesterday but we'd make it to the end. I'm proud of myself!!!3 months babe. I survived for 3 months okay. Ahhhhaaaaaaaa!!

Padahal sebelum kejadian:

A young teenage girl cried hard after knowing that she'd listed to join PLKN. And she refused to go as it was her 1st time apart from her parents. Yes,that's me. The girl yg menangis mcm org gila tak nak pegi punya pasal (ashamed) .

Short-cut please!!! Okay laaa,1st time I saw you my heart grumble. Ya Allah,u tgk I mcm I ni ape je. Please admit it Manjer. Frankly I feel like punching your face kot at the moment I saw u keep on starring at me. Then we'd been placed in the same group,Kasturi (yellow). Maybe tu la sbb org ckp jodoh kan Manjer?

You're everywhere. I've to face you everyday in 3 months period. Every single time of our training & classes. You keep ur eyes on me but I keep my distance away from you. Everybody knows that I hated boys and the most is you. Manjer,dunchu ever feel tired?You kirim salam I reject depan-depan you. You tolong I tapi I balas jahat dekat you. I know it's hard for you to get close as I'll give 1000 excuses to avoid myself from you. But now things had totally changed. 200 % changed like seriously okay.

It's like a KARMA. What goes around,comes around. Things never be the same. I am so in love with you Manjer. No words can describe how im'ma into you. Thank you for gving me chances to know you deeper. And I feel the love even more since we engaged. Your care & patience keep our love grow stronger,deeper. Like I said before,I sayang you more than you know. Nothing can't tear us apart except death.

Dear Tunang,

Thank you for choosing me to be apart of you. I promised I'll continuously makes you happy. And I hope our love would'nt fade away. Ya Allah,please bless our relationship. Guide us for a better way to be closed to you Ya Allah. Ya Allah,Kau peliharalah akhlak kami. Kau tunjukkanlah kami jalan yg diredhai olehmu. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Dear Tunang,

I am longing to be your makmum during Solat. Be my Imam dear. Insyaallah if Allah willing us soon. Amin.

PS:

Sorry ayat I tunggang-langgang.

I nak cepat-cepat tgk AJL ni.

Go go go go Faizal Tahir!!!!!!!

Atiey M

Rindu you ='(

2012-01-28T12:45:00.002+08:00

Venue: Chop & Steak Selayang.

Mood: Miss him freaking lots.

Listening to: True Love- Katy Perry feat Kesha.

Hey boy,I miss you LIKE CRAZY!!!

Atiey M

IEEP Programme =)

2012-01-28T11:04:00.005+08:00

Venue: A'Famosa Resort Melaka.

Programme: IIUM Islamic Evaluate Enhancement Programme.

PS:

To view more ,please visit IEEP Programme's album @ fb. Heeeee =)

Atiey M

Tak suka sgt laaa.

2012-01-13T10:04:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Currently in office. Freezing cold kot. Chatting on FB talking bout Britney. She's missing last night but we'd found her few minutes later. Thank you Allah. Alhamdullilah.

Omg, he's coming, he's coming. Stop talking craps dear friend. Dunchu noticed my face expression? I am not sooo interested with your lame stories. I'm tired doing poker face every-time you pass by here. Nobody loves you my friend. None.

'Kenapa ko dah xsenyum kt aku,tau la tengah darah manis. Sombong sekarang. Bla bla bla bla.'

Hello,I dun get the chemistry between 'Darah Manis & Sombong' that u told me just now. I just tired facing insane people like you. Please laaa. You're way too annoying man. Astaga,termarah pulak pepagi ni. Sorry =)

Heyyyy, btw I saw my lil bro's tag picture. Scary oowwhh. I dun ever dream to be like him. NEVER EVER!! Facing & dealing with death body. Surrounding with sick people. Creepy working place. Nasib baik I tak kerja dlm Hospital. Kalau tak boleh gilaaaa. Haaaa =p

Atiey M

Kurus.

2012-01-06T13:52:00.020+08:00

Listening to: Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch : Ass back home.

AMARAN :

Emotional post entry ever,errrrr .

I saw oldish t-shirt of mine in closet. It is a green long sleeve t-shirt with simple design on chest part. I missed the time when I wore it without thinking of others taught. I really,really missed those moment when I am skinny. Average 45 kilos but now, no comment. Apparently I really need to loss weight at least 6 kilos before my wedding day. Takot wehh!! In between kg's pon dah mcm gila nak kurus. Alhamdullilah, still managed to get fit, beauty & healthy like always do. Heeeeee =)

But now,Its been aged since the last time I meet her. She said that I look a bit chubby. Chubby? I feel frustrated. I hate when people start to compare me from head to toe, from skinny to slightly chubby (they claimed). Please dun compared me with my aged ago looks. Dunchu know its really hurt when you realise your're no longer in S or M size?? Sooooo saaaaaaaad. Huuuuu ='(

Old picture of mine in 2009.

Heyyy, am I look ugly when I put some weight?? Diff people with diff judgement, diff observations, diff comments. Some said, Atiey nmpk comel bila chubby (jaga hati). Some said I better get rid few kilos (straight forward). Some said no diff at all (confused kejap). I tried several weight loss tips but endup with hopeless mindset:

I'm not gonna loss my weight
There's no ways to get my skinny look back.
It's option-less.
I'm tired. White flag.

Its been a rather mixed-up emotion when I saw my self in mirror. I instantly hate me. So I set my new target by keep continuously reminding myself to control my ' beast eating habit'. I tak bela hantu,but I belief ada hantu dalam perut I ni. Heeeee =)

I am listing up my resolutions for this year,updating what needs to be update. Hello,tunggu sat, I'm not gonna list down all resolutions here,but but I just wanna share on the 4th New Year resolution which Im dying to make it real soon. Insyaallah, amin.

2012's Resolutions

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Kurus.
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Ahha, finally its comes to end of post. So relief,refreshing. This moment I feel like just having a Dunhill cigarette,lying on sofa doing nothing,just smoking. Kidding!!! Smoking is not good for your health. Cakap TAK NAK kpd Rokok. Amboi,berkempen pulak dah padahal Manjer merokok kot.No comment. Till then. Tata. Assalamualaikum =)

Atiey M

Welcome 2012 =)

2012-01-01T03:30:00.003+08:00

Hey babe!!! First post entry in 1 January 2012. Yeaaaay!!!

Assalamualaikum.

Just drop by to wish you all:

' HAPPY NEW YEAR. SWEET 2012 BUDDIES'.

Alhamdullilah,currently in Perak having short new year holiday. Kinda exhausted right now. Got so many resolutions for this year. Hopefully Allah will always bless every single moment in life. Start countdown for our biggest day, Insyaallah. Ya Allah, I'm so looking forward like seriously. Let's recite Do'a for a good beginning.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

Panjangkanlah umurku,umur kedua ibubapaku,adik beradikku,sedara-maraku serta umur kawan-kawanku.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

Ampunillah dosaku,dosa kedua ibubapaku,,adik beradikku,sedara-maraku serta umur kawan-kawanku.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

Murahkan rezekiku,rezeki kedua ibubapaku,adik beradikku,sedara-maraku serta umur kawan-kawanku.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

Kau makbulkanlah doaku Ya Allah. Semoga tahun 2012 membawa berkat & hidayah kepada kami semua Ya Allah.

Amin.

Atiey M

Britney & Justin Big Family =)

2011-12-28T09:48:00.004+08:00

Atiey M

Friend Request.

2011-12-27T11:48:00.021+08:00

Eg:Picture di bawah sekadar hiasan,an example.

I bukan tak nak approved.

Tapi tak kenal la sayangg. Short ice-breaking please?

Assalamualaikum buddies,

Ahhaaa,memandangkan sesangat free, so today I'm gonna share on Friend Request. Firstly, I apologise if this entry kinda sensitive,slightly heartaches, sarcastic or so what ever laaa.

I tak sombong but as I mention earlier I'll only approve people that I might familiar with, not strangers nor stalkers or even cartoons. Heeee, feel free to add me but please attach with short msg or otherwise I'll just ignore your request. I'm not asking much,its enough by giving me simple hello-ice-breaking. Sorry for being damn fussy friends. I love making friends meanwhile I don't want to keep envy people in my friend list. I used to have it before but I'd removed those unattractive buddies whom detected as stalkers to others person. FB's spring cleaning done-need to scanning more often,InsyaAllah. On top of that, thank you for treating me just like an artist even-tho I am not as popular as them do.

'You made my heart beats fast,colours & promises'

- Silap lyric pulak.Please focus on bold wording only.

Maybe,I might look friendly but do bare in mind please don't ever-ever try to act beyond the limit,cross the line. I got my patience,do respect it as a human being. Bukan haiwan kot sampai tak tau pk,kan,kan? I won't mind 'disposed' people which I felt not worth to be friend with. Haters are everywhere. Stalkers keep on stalking hard get new stories to canang-canang, gosip-gosip. I lagi suka orang ambik tahu pasal hal luar dlm kain I. Btw, I dah bertunang tau. Latest gossip tuuu. Sadly I didn't share much related picture here. Mostly I uploaded in FB E-day album. Private & confidential. Tolong bergossip byk-byk lagi tentang I tau. Orang buat pahala, awak kumpul dosa =)

That's why I never-ever thinking of private-ing 'Atiey's Diary' cause I know by doing that'll causing envies people gone mad-insane, instant high fever, heartaches, dying, sudden death & macam-macam laaaa. Ahhaaaaa,dah agak dah I akan ckp out of topic. Tapi mintak maaf cause this is just like the other random post. Heyyyy, tolong jgn bunuh diri dulu cause this post wasn't specific dedicate to anybody not you, nor he or her. I know I talk craps & it seems like to much for others to accept it as a FACT. Sorry on behalf of me,myself & I. Chill laaa,peace. Tata.

PS:

Drpd suka menyibuk psl org,lebih baik you try to improve yourself

- from loser to a better person.Don't chu??

Atiey M

Cuti Approved!!!

2011-12-23T16:48:00.005+08:00

Hari ni happy gilaaa sbb cuti sy approved!!!

Yeayyeayyeay. Im leaving. Tata Malaysia. Ahhaaa,tipu saja =)

Atiey M

IEEP Trip.

2011-12-23T09:35:00.013+08:00

Meeting on: Islamic Enhancement Evaluation Programme(IEEP)

Venue: Banquet Hall,Rectory Building.

Assalamualaikum abg,kakak,adik,

Yesterday was hectic. I'd attend whole day IEEP meeting which is freaking bored as a newcomer. Colleagues said it much- much better compared to prior years. Im not talking bout few year back in detail as I am also kinda blur with new thinggy. So this year organizer had make difference by pulling-out the 'Presentation of IEEP Report'.

Yeaaaayyyyy,best gilaa takde talk dah. Tunggu nak enjoy je esok & lusa. Heeeeee =)

Currently at office doing nothing.

Actually I'd done January's disbursement a day before,Tuesday.

Apparently free today.

Just listening to Katy Perry's new release.

'The one that got away'. Best wooooooo.

Rasa nak tido pon ade ni. Heeeeeee =p

So tomorrow me & colleagues will be heading to Melaka for IEEP trip. Approximately 100 people from other departments will be join including us,IIUM Endowment Fund staffs. Sadly my dearest Kak Ita unable to join as she got Family Day on the same date. Fluky Farah ade,kalu tak mati kutu kt sana. Okay laaa,I'll upload yesterday activities pictures later on kay. Heading to QAU soon to assist them packing goodies bag. Till then. Tata =)

Tomorrow IEEP venue: A'Famosa Resort, Melaka.

Departure: 8.30 am (morning trip)

Atiey M

Hectic December.

2011-12-23T00:08:00.006+08:00

Assalammualaikum,

I've make several changes from music-blog layout-design. Today was extremely hectic. Just drop by say hello to loyal readers & for those who just signing as follower: Welcome to 'Atiey's Diary'. I apologize coz unable to update more as my eyes no longer stand to stay awake. Sleepy gilaaaaa kot. Gonna stop now. Sweet dream friends. Tata!!

PS:

Pack schedule for this month from beginning towards the end.

I promise I'll be randomly post ,brief on it in future. InsyaAllah.

Stay tune =)

Atiey M

Bored =P

2011-12-08T12:50:00.012+08:00

Assalamualaikum Dearest Readers,

Randomly post few images previously.I'll slightly brief on each photos later on ye.Had been sooooooo busy since I got back to work.Ahhhaaaaa,finally done everything related to disbursement(sangat lega),but in between I'm chatting with buddies on Facebook =p

Ohhhoo,Im so looking forward for this upcoming Saturday. Manjer will be here sooooon as we both 'll be attending Shawwir & Kyra engagement. The event will be held on Saturday morning which is just a day left. I bet both definitely excited yet terrified with what they gonna face on that very day. Same goes to me & Manjer previously. Congratulation in advanced buddies.

Soon,I'll turn off this PC & go home, refresh myself & take a short nap as I am freaking tired today.

Soon,I'll heading back.15 minute left seem like an hour. I wish I can lay my head & ZzzzzzzZzzzz.

Okay la, gonna get ready to punch out.Jom balik jom.Tata.

Atiey M

Asam Pedas & Labu air =)

2011-12-08T10:47:00.004+08:00

Vegetable marrow cooked with anchovies + pounded black paper

Assam Pedas Ikan Kayu

Added:

I also cooked Assam Laksa & Pengat Pisang just to fulfill my craving taste-bud.

Thank you Allah for giving me this special gift.

Atiey M

Man'ate Best =)

2011-12-08T10:44:00.007+08:00

Location: Man'ate Ampang.

Last Sunday we went to Man'ate Restaurant which is located near Ampang. It was a small shop-lot cafe but it serve the most best meat etc lamb & ox (fresh meat frozen less than 24 days). Signature dish for sure laaa Lamb Steak. Damn awesome okay. Kalo xpercaya ,go & try laaaaa.

Location: Intermark DoubleTree Hilton

Drop by at Kak Ida office,Intermark to perform Maghrib prayer. She asked me accompany her to Sogo but we endup by having dinner at Man'ate & last minute shopping at Jusco AU2 Setiawangsa.We heading home satiety & superb flat.Overall,I really enjoy my Sunday to fullest.How bout yours???

Atiey M

Single on Saturday Evening =p

2011-12-08T10:37:00.016+08:00

Date: 3 December 2011

Listening to: Christina Perri- A Thousand Years.

Having a short facial sauna for about half an hour.

I can't stand the heat.

Extremely hot so as my face turning red.

Salin baju,pakai makeup. Weeeeee,jom kluar jom =)

It's been so long since the last time I acting like this in-front of camera.

It might look childish,oldish,premature blablablablabla.

Tak kisaaah la asalkan tunang I suka.

Ahhhhaaaaaaaaa,stop talking crap Atiey!!

Purposely showing off my Engagement Ring.

Hello,Im Atiey. Oledy 24 this year.

Aiming to be a good wife & mummy in future. Amin.

First & foremost,do ignore above craps. So lemme share bout my Saturday activities that I claimed as single day,haaaahaaa. Takde la single sangat pon. Headed to NSK Selayang. Main purpose: Purchased Groceries. Yup,I went there alone & the extreme congested roads really drive me CRAZY + MAD + MOODY . Fluky Manjer gave a best cd so that I keep on replaying & singing nonstop to ease 'heartache'.

Been stuck in car over an hour. Gila kan?? Geram je rasa but after-all I enjoyed moment there way too much. Best sangat-sangat. I dun have to wait for others as there's only me. Managed to buy listed stuff,naaaaa, no need to mention it here. Arrived home approximately 8.30 pm (right after being nag by Manjer for taking too much time shopping.Worried mcm ape jea,haaaaaaaahaaaaa) Rest for a while b4 start prepare for Assam Laksa & Pengat Pisang. Nyummy!!!!

Atiey M

Nyummy Mee Kari =)

2011-12-08T10:33:00.001+08:00

Atiey M

Britney's new born baby hamsters =)

2011-12-08T10:25:00.003+08:00

Atiey M

Look what we've done =p

2011-12-07T12:20:00.011+08:00

Outdoor Photoshoot Just For FUN

Listening to: Christina Perri- A Thousand Years

Venue: Marina Island & Manjung's stranded cars field.

Date: 27 November 2011

Tunang Outfit: Hadiah drpd kawan named Syuhada Fuzi.Thank youuu yunk =)

LOVE
LOVE,LOVE
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE
LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE

Notes:

'I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more'

.Christina Perri -A Thousand Years .

Atiey M

Recite Do'a =)

2011-12-06T11:35:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

الَّلهُمَّ اكْفِنِي بِحَلاَلِكَ عَنْ حَرَامِكَ ، وَاغْنِنِي بِفَضلِكَ عَن سِواكَ

“Ya Allah, ya Tuhanku! Cukupkanlah aku dengan suatu yang halal berbanding suatu yang haram yang telah Engkau tetapkan. Dan berilah aku kekayaan dengan kelebihan daripada Engkau berbanding selain Engkau.”

Let us start practising recite 'Doa Murah Rezeki' in our daily routine.

Hopefully Allah will help us make a way for a better life in future.

As for me,I'm looking for something different & new that I dying, longing to own,manage & handle it one day.

Ya Allah,please show me the best way to make it real.

Sesungguhnya,aku berserah kepadamu Ya Allah.Kau realisasikan impianku ini.

Amin,Ya Rabbal Allamin.

Atiey M

Atiey & Man E-Day

2011-12-04T15:25:00.003+08:00

Date:26 November 2011

Venue:Titi Gantong Perak.

Added: For more images,you can visit my FB E-day album.

Its been a week since we officially engaged.

Alhamdullilah,Allah bless our relationship after obstacles we'd pass thru.

Honestly,I still in cloud 9.Yes I am =p

Atiey M

Saya sudah jadi tunangan org =)

2011-12-01T11:57:00.005+08:00

(click for larger size)

Atiey M

18 November 2011

2011-11-30T14:09:00.006+08:00

Location: Jalan TAR.

Mode:Damn excited.

Activities: Shopping & self pampered.

Manjer was here last 18th Nov.I am so excited & asked him to accompany me shopping at Jalan TAR. He fetch me & we when there quite early,10am I guess.haaahaahaaa.

I'm looking for the right shawl to wear but end-up with bought a short Syria Hijab.(unfortunately not wearing it till now)

Both damn excited to see each other as we rarely hangout. He talked non-stop.I talked without fullstops,haaaaahaaaa. I love to see him smile,staring at him till he get shy & forcing me to stop. I love making prank on him. OMG,frankly I'm in love with this boy freaking lots.Yes I do.

Seee,seeeee,seee.I feel like pinching your chubby cheeks Manjer.Geramm!!!

Please stop acting like a cute adorable baby okay.

We played a game.He request me to smile without showing my teeth just for a minute.

Okay,I trime cabaran dia but it only lasting for only 30 seconds maybe.Mana aci,he told me a stupid joke till I laughed nonstop like seriously.Okay I admit I lost the game,but the fact is you're cheating.Penipu,penipu,penipu!!!

The best part of the day were FACIAL TIME!!!!!See the picture above. Obviously he enjoy it way tooooooooo much.He really really enjoy it like seriously okay.Alhamdullilah,I dpt bf yg sporting,heeeeheee.

Atiey M

Hadiah-hadiah =)

2011-11-30T12:43:00.003+08:00

Listening to:Hot FM.

Mood: Workaholic.

I am soooooo lazy to type.Just enjoy the pictures.

PS:

I suke sgt3 barbie lens tu.

Atiey M

Touch =)

2011-11-30T08:49:00.014+08:00

Listening to: Set Fire To The Rain - Adele.

Dear Diary,

Im backkkkk!!!!Yeahh,maybe just for a short post entry I guess,heeee.Currently in office but sadly I feel slightly unwell since yesterday.I got diarrhoea & feeling vomiting all day long.Seriously,I did thinking of taking MC today,jahat giler kan but frank speaking I'm SICK.No kidding this time.Manjer damn worried since last night right after he noticed my husky 'sweet' voice. I slept super early last night coz the medicine made me feel damn dizzy plus sleepy too,ZzzzzzZZzzzZzzZZzzZz.

So when I woke up this morning,I got sweet msg from him & its really touch to see how hard he tried to reach me last night.I mean thru Hp laaaa,kami kan jauh =(

'Manjer..huhu..I riso kt u..u..kalo xlarat sgt u mc la esok kay.u g jumpe doc.I jauh..xdpt nk jge u..huhu..I siyes sygkn u sgt2 tao..huhu.syg sgt2.. '

Omg,I'm so touch!!!Thank you Manjer.I siyes sayang you gak.Thank you for ur cares.Heart you freaking lots.Btw,Im getting much better now. Just take medicine,panadol & diarrhoea pill.Please don't be worry.I'll take a good care of myself,promise,promise.Thank you for your concern.Sayang you sgt3 Manjer.

PS:

Alhamdullilah,Im getting much much better.

Thank you Ya Allah.Thank you for helping me rid off this uneasy feeling.

Atiey M

Julie with new born kittens =)

2011-11-17T16:15:00.004+08:00

Situation 1:

Julie waiting for her kitty-kitty at home.She failed to reach them & that's really worried her much.

Situation 2:

Clock showed 1.30pm & her kittens wasn't home yet.

Situation 3:

Kittens & baby rabbits play happily & fighthing peacefully too =p

PS:

I got 5 kittens & 5 baby rabbits.

Tunggu mggu depan baru dpt jumpe semua.

Alhamdulilah.

Atiey M

Bruno Mars - It Will Rain [Official Music Video]

2011-11-17T11:35:00.012+08:00

"Cause there’ll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There’ll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds

my eyes will do the same, if you walk away

Everyday it will rain"

Omg,I freaking love Bruno's new video. Please visit green link below to watch it on Youtube.com. Can't share it here cause the size is abit large.Sorry for the inconvenience. Do enjoy ur stay buddies =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=W-w3WfgpcGg

PS:

I would like to dedicate this video to my dearest Manjer.

Can't hardly wait for our biggest day.

Gettin' nerves each days.I sayang you =)

Atiey M

Note to myself =)

2011-11-16T16:31:00.007+08:00

Listening to:Mr knew It All-Kelly Clarkson.

Mood: Slightly bored.

Ohhh,I wrote a note to myself this morning.It just a gentle reminder for a better work's quality.

'Dear Atiey,

' Do it RIGHT for d 1st TIME '

Heeeee,see what I've done. I promise I won't be rush when I make disbursement on payment in future.Thank you Kak Ain for reminding me on this matter.Noted with thanks.I won't repeat the same careless mistake next time.Promise,promise!!!

Okay laaaaa,5pm already.Nak balik la.Till then. Assalamualaikum.

PS:

Do you love my new song?Kinda sweet kan kan kan?

Atiey M

Blog maintenance =)

2011-11-16T13:54:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Hot.fm

Mood: Kekenyangan =p

Blog default picture.

Header combine photos.

Hello friends,

I'm back with some changes.Check it out yaaaaa.Opppsss,maybe I'll make a change on blog's song too but not now la.I need to settle down my work 1st.Till then.

Byebyebye =)

Atiey M

Colourful Kuma-kuma's Babies =)

2011-11-13T10:34:00.005+08:00

Kuma-kuma lovers =)

From leftside:Yellow KK,Green KK,Blue KK,Brown KK & Pink KK

Front view =)

I didn't think much when i saw them hanging on display board.Damn cute till I can't take away my eyes.So I endup by baught 24 of them =)

Atiey M

Cooking time =)

2011-11-13T09:04:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Louder-Charice
Mood:Early bird on9.

Daging masak kicap berlada

Sup Tulang

Assalamualaikum,

Morning kwn-kwn.Today i wake up super early just to make a quick update on my yesterday activities.I did cooking test on Daging Qurban.I prepared for lunch meal. So I cooked 'Sup Tulang' & 'Daging Masak Kicap Berlada'.Alhamdulilah,my sis & bro in law lovin' it.They said that I can cook very well & it taste deliciuos too.Proven by them okay & I am not creating stories on this =p.

Yeay,yeay,yeay.Can get marry already!!!HAHAHA.Just in your dream Atiey =p Maybe I need to practise more b4 be a wife. But a thing for sure,I LOVE COOKING & COOKING IS MY PASSION.

In fact,I freaking crazy watching cooking programmes esp Master Chef,Iron Chef,Naked Chef & every single thing related to cooking stuff.Added,I not as expert as them.One day,I wish to run my very own Cafe. I'm still planing to achieve my goal.Hopefully my future husband will fully support me to fulfill it.Amin =)

Atiey M
=)

Morning Peeps =)

2011-11-11T10:21:00.013+08:00

Listening to: It will rain-Bruno mars
Mood: Keje,keje,keje.

Hello,

Assalamualaikum.

OMG,I'm so boring at office.Bored till falling asleep.Superb sleepy. I am all alone in this dull room.Kak Siti wasn't around since yesterday.Got no buddy to accompany me talk 'rubbish'.Maybe I just need a pillow to complete my 'daydream'.HAHAHA.Usah mengada Atiey.It's only 11 am.You need to go thru for another 6 hours b4 heading back home.Sigh!!!

Hurmm,printer still not working.I called ITD to come & fix this stupid thiggy. Remind them to remark it as an urgent. I mean SUPERB URGENT!!!!.Hopefully they can send sum1 to settle down this probs.I'm sick facing this day by day.I am sooooo stress up.Lotso accrued work to be done.Pending payment.Delay everything.

Stress, stress,stress.Just kidding!!!HEHEHE. No la,it just a DRAMA to make it sound more dramatically.The fact is,I'm so happy here surrounding with nice people around.How come I boleh stress lama-lama.They'll come over my room & chilled me up esp Kak Nita.Thank you colleagues.HAHAHA.Sorry for being out of topic.Ampun ye kawan-kawan =)

Well,I bring SOTO this morning.It was my 1st attempt in making SOTO.Alhamdullilah,they lovin' it.I did capture few photos.Failed to upload.Maybe I'll try it later.

Okay laaaa.Gonna c'nue working.I'll be back soon.With few images(hopefully).Byebye =)

Atiey M

Printer problem,Stress!!! =p

2011-11-10T15:46:00.014+08:00

Okay,I noe I'm kinda lazy to update my blog AGAIN.Hopefully it wasn't rotting yet.Just KIDDING, ahha. Just some brief updates okay kawan-kawan??I promise to update slightly more in future(maybe). HAHAHAHA. Alrights,Acely I'm in stress right now.Currently did some payment but once I try to print cheques.This annoying msg popup in sudden:

"USB Device Not recognized".

Whatta F******. Waaaaaaaaaaaa.I feel like screaming out loud.No kidding.Serious okay!!!!Why why this happen when I got my 'workaholic' mood (once in the blue moon tau nk dpt mood ni). Please explain me why???

Ahha,that's a lies!!!I'm lying of being sooooooo 'WORKAHOLIC'. Ohhh,finally my boss came & solved the printer problem. I didn't ask her to help me but but but,she volunteer herself to fix it. Thank youuuuu Kak Ain =)

Time checked,5.18 pm.Nak balik rumah laaaaa.Till then. Byebyebyebye =)

PS:

No picture taken.I bet u all know how printer look like kan?

Opppsss,sorry for being soooo sarcastic.

Atiey M

Jayfah & Fateh =)

2011-11-04T15:35:00.008+08:00

Situation 1:

Jayfah:Ni la pengajaran sbb suke cubit aku.

Fateh:Ampun nenek.Ampun nenek!!

Situation 2:

Fateh:Abg nk buat facial muka.Kasi cantik-cantik tau.

Jayfah:Bisa di atur dong.Pampersku mampu menarik segala kotoran di mukamu.

Fateh:Waduh-waduh.Nape baunya busuk amat ni.Ade kaler coklat gitu terkluar dari pampersmu.Busuk banget.

Jayfah:Itulah yg aku kata td dong.Masker asli.Masih panas lagi.Nyum3 =p

Situation 3:

Fateh:Hahahhaha.Im speechless.You're damn pro in massaging.Im sooo impressed.Heaven!!!

Jayfah:Owh sir,this is just the stating.I'll show u my skill by cracking ur both legs,flip ur whole body just like the way i did to my previous customer.Trust me.I'll straightly send u to heaven my dear value customer.

Fateh:What????(speechless again)

Situation 4:

Jayfah:I'll show u the best way to cover ur huge forehead Fateh.

Fateh:Ohhhh really.Show me how?(excited)

Jayfah:Just by putting my left feet ontop of ur forehead will cover everything.See,no more huge look forehead kan Fateh??

Fateh:Hampeh.Kalo mcm tu aku pon boleh buat.No need to show it how.(disappointed)

Atiey M

Tanda =)))

2011-11-04T11:24:00.003+08:00

Venue: Rumahku syurgaku.

Date: 29 October 2011.

(I love the ring but i hate my chubby look cheeks.Workout Atiey)

Note:

Manjer,it's not about how much i spent,

But its about all the fun moment together.All the happiness together with u!

Someone ask me,is everything worth doing it,

Of cos it's worth when someone love you so much,and you love him so much too!!

Thank you Manjer.I really appreciates it much.

Sayang you ketat-ketat =)

Atiey M

Last Friday Morning ='(

2011-11-04T10:44:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Jangan lupa namaku-Pompa bensin.

Mood:Lalallalalallalalala =)

Pity Sayang.Because of me.Your body wasn't charming like before.I really hate myself on last Friday,like seriously okay.I'm rushing to attend an assembly but end up with picture above.I hit side brick wall & I admitted it was my stupid careless mistake.

Alhamdullilah,it wasn't cost much to repair it.Only RM25!!!!Won't comment much on it.Just see how sad am I on last Friday Morning.Sobsobsobsobsobsob ='(

Atiey M

Heyheyhey =)

2011-11-04T09:37:00.007+08:00

Listening to: Hitz.fm

Venue: IIUM Endowment Fund Office.

Heyheyhey.

Assalamualaikum.

Booo,been rarely updated blog.So rusty!!! Sorry sayang. Woohoo.Time pass so fast!!!Hello November. Lot-so thing will drastically change my life like seriously okay. More or less settle,left some decorations. Omg,I'm so looking forward.Yes,I'm. Feel so loved!!!

So,we'll celebrating our Hari Raya Haji soon.Omg,I almost forgot. My BFF, Fatin aka Buddy will engaged on 2nd raya which is on Monday. Ape-ape hal pon, congrats Buddy in advance. I didn't apply for cuti raya as I keep it for sumthing bigger. Hopefully everything go smoothly according to plan. InsyaAllah.Okay laaa,till then.Byebyebyebye =)

Atiey M

Cinta Jarak Jauh ='(

2011-10-27T16:32:00.006+08:00

Long Distance Relationship

I hate LDR but apparently this is what I've to face now.Miss you freaking much Manjer.
See you on weekend.
Can't hardly wait to meet you & your parents too.
Gossshhh,nerves pulak i.
=)

Atiey M
=)

Sweet candy =)

2011-10-27T15:56:00.006+08:00

Fuhhh,siap jugak akhirnya.Im lovin' it.Yeayyyy!!!

Still look messy right?

The wall seem too dull kan?
Maybe I should put simple deco to make it look more attractive.
Any idea guys??

Listening to: Jar of Heart.
Mood:Workaholic =p
Theme:Green & purple.

New Job =)

2011-10-26T23:41:00.006+08:00

Mood:Blogging mode.
Listening to:If I Die Young- The band perry.

Assalamualaikum buddies,

As promised,Im back!!!Slightly headaches since evening till now.I dunno what cause me this but the feeling was damn suck okay.Okay,back to our main story.Still remember my previous entry shared how scared Im'ma few days before starting my new job.Frankly everything were unexpected.I didn't expect I'll adored my job these early.Yelaaaa,talking bout account right,everybody give a bad views but whose care?? =)

So tomorrow will be my 27th day in IEF.I've learn lotso thing during these period.My boss is a lady but so far Alhamdulilah,she's fully educated me on my job scope quite well which is now I'm trying hard to cope with.Hopefully Allah will always guide the best for me.Amin.

PS:

Pictures above taken during my work hours.

Maybe after this i got plenty time to snap images & upload.

Guys,please don't feel weird to see me offenly logging okay.

I will be superb busy only during disbursement time but afterwards ,IM FREE.

I AM SO IN LOVE with my NEW JOB.

Atiey M

Happy Deepavali =)

2011-10-26T11:16:00.004+08:00

Mood:Early bird on9.
Listening to: Jet Lag by Simple Plan.

Hello guys,Assalamualaikum.

Just drop by to say hello.Today is off day. Happy Deepavali buddies.I didn't plan to go anywhere.Afraid being jamm victim maybe.Just wanna spend time doing accrued spring cleaning. Ohhh,forget to share with u guys,Actually Kak Ida had moved to new hommy.Thank God we managed to do all moving process ASAP.Tapi sumpah penaaaaaaat kot.

Talking bout last night,went hangout with Siah and Dilla at Chop & Steak ,Kg Baru.We had an awesome time together.Siah with her own stories,Dilla with her future wedding preparation & me,like usually laaa,listening & laughing,that's my main part which i like the most.Hahahahhaah.Thanks both for delighting my day =)

Hurmm,okay la,gotta go now.Got sumthing to settle-down urgently.Maybe I'll be back again in evening.Tata =)

PS:

Btw,do enjoy my latest fav hits okay.
I love Justin B.muahmuah

Atiey M

30 September 2011 =)

2011-10-21T15:32:00.005+08:00

Venue :Teluk Intan.

Mood :Superb happy.

I forgot to bring my pen drive so I just simply take it from my FB collection.

The picture was taken past 3 week.

I drop to meet him for awhile before heading back to Gombak.

He talk a loooooooooooooots but lastly we end-up with Sayang's make over.

Thanks Manjer for the Carbon sticker =)

PS:

Okay laaa,Im heading to Perak.

Missed my parents already.

Tata Kawan-kawan.

Atiey M

Busy with life =)

2011-10-21T13:38:00.005+08:00

Listening to : Next to u =)

Mood : Blog maintenance.

Hello! Okay, I should be absolutely ashamed of myself for leaving this space for quite some time. Alot of things have slightly changed,my job,my life,my days.Life getting busy like seriously okay.So many things listed to be done and yet didn't know how to cope it efficiently,hectic maybe.

Oh yaaa,I got 2 hamsters called Justin Timberlake & Britney Spears.I'll take their picture later on okay.Both were damn crazieeeeee.Trust me, terribly crazy. Last time I put a plastic bottle inside their house but end of day,it remain half.They seem like superb timid upfront,it turns other-side when both all alone.Hamster oh hamster =)

BTW,today rest time longer than other working days. I start rest from 12.15 pm till 2.45pm. Quite long right?Overall,I'm superb happy to be placed here.LESS stress,LESS headaches, LESS tension,senang cerita, everything less compared to previous company.Hurmm,yet still missing my prior officemates.Maybe next time I'll find one suitable day to meet them up.InsyaALLAH =)

Atiey M

29 September 2011=)

2011-10-01T02:52:00.010+08:00

Keep'on repeating: Skyscraper, Love you like a love song, Tears us apart.

Venue: Tapah, Perak.

Hello Diary,

Okay,last Thursday was full of excitement. I went to Tapah to meet CINTA. It took about an hour to get there but its okay as long as i managed to see him up front. Clock showed approximately 5.10pm at the time i arrived & fetch him there. He adored my endeavor to be there cause he tot i tell lies & talk 'rubbish' towards him. Okay,i had proved that u're wrong Manjer.

BTW,thanks for the superb 'service'. I know u're tired (ye laaa,i trus ambik u after ofis hour kot). You talked non-stop like seriously okay. Thank you for ur precious time. I appreciate every single moment when i with you. Sorry unable to stay longer. I rushed back as I promised my parents to be home early(plus the road was spooky enough & remind me to avoid driving late).

Ohh yeaaa,you look charming yesterday.I love to see you in formal outfit.Really-madly blown me away(caught my eyes on you).I sayang you ketat-ketat kay.Thank you for an awesome,fabulous,great, spectacular, superb, intense Thursday.THANK YOU MANJER .Thank you for the every single joys you'd bring in me.Its price-less =)

PS:

Thanks accompany me half-way till Tapah PLUS highway.

You're the best BF i ever had okay.

Sweet 6 Years & 6 Months Manjer.

Atiey M

2 days to go ='(

2011-10-01T00:31:00.006+08:00

Mood: Mixed-up.

Listening to : Selena Gomez - Love you like a love song.

Hello buddies,

Its been a while since my last post.Sorry for not posting these few days. Actually I'm currently having my 'sweet short holiday' in Perak. Today was my 8th day but yet it wasn't enough for me like seriously okay.I had an awesome superb moments few days back & now its come to the 'final line'. Apparently,I only have 2 days more. I bet i'll fully utilize it like seriously okay. Ya ALLAH, sumpah i don't feel like going back as im not ready to pack-off my stuff. My heart reluctant to do it so. But the fact is, I'll start my new job on 3rd October,next Monday. No,excuses Atiey. You need to make everything done right before Sunday .By hook or by cook, I need to leave on the next day. All the best Atiey. You can do it. Yess you can Sayang . Amin =)

SCARED!!!

After more than a week of holiday (which is so not enough,but i HAD to start work cause my bank balance was depleting =p ) I will start with my new job next MONDAY. Excited but also very scared for sure. Mainly because i had no idea what i was diving into. All i knew was that all related to ACCOUNTING. And that was enough to freak me out okay.But, a thing for sure if ALLAH opened the door,HE had the best in mind.So i was gonna go in by faith.I'm praying that my new colleagues will accept me the way i am & treat me nice too.Im'ma asking too much??Please,please,please treat me nicely okay.I love to be pampered like the way my parent indulged me =p

NEW INTEREST =)

Lastly to add-up this intentional not quite comprehensive update of my life,I've been reading again.My GOODNESS,i forgot how reading can be such a guilty pleasure.To be freaking honest,i hate books ,i hate reading as well.I just dunno why but it happen since last Wednesday.Yeah, I know i got 'plenty' time to spend on till made me start reading.I started with 'Kisah sebenar Hantu' but frank speaking,it wasn't spooky at all,serious!!!Yet i still indulging in frictional stories of vampires that will drag me & dream of it while I'm sleep.Ooops,did i give it away =p

Will update more soon!! And will try not to break my own post-less record again.

PS:

I had FABULOUS day with my Sayang.

I promise i'll update it soon.

Atiey M

Selamat Hari Raya =)

2011-09-11T15:21:00.009+08:00

Listening to: Gravity by Sara.
Mood: Craving for Assam laksa

I hope it wasn't late for me to wish all of u,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!

I had an AWESOME Hari Raya celebration with lovely family,siblings,loves one,relatives,buddies.PURPLE is the 'lucky' selected color for year 2011.No theme color for me & Manjer coz we planned something BIG in future.Won't comment much on it.

Oppps,plenty Raya's images uploaded in Zuriati Baharudin's Facebook album.
Above picture just a piece of it.Crazy snapshots like seriously okay.
Check it out!!!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kawan-kawan.
=)

PS:

Thanks Abah & Mak.Thanks Adik-beradik.
Thanks Sedara-mara.Thanks Manjer.
More-less:Thank you for those who coming last Raya.

Atiey M
=)

Malu-malu kuceng =)

2011-09-11T12:09:00.005+08:00

19 August 2011

Wanna know why imma name this entry as 'Malu-malu kuceng'?Acely its been a month plus(referring to the date mention) since the last time we met each other.We rarely spend time together as I am here at Gombak & he was at Tapah.Time clashed every-time we set a date to met up.Time fly by superb fast & it's come the Friday night.

After packed-up things,I off to Perak with Nana & Farihan.It was out of plan but I absolutely loving it.Finally I managed to see him on that night.We hangout at KFC Tapah & he treat us dinner.But the most interesting part were,he seem like out of words once he saw me out of my car.It's really PRICELESS to catch him 'malu-malu'. After a while,he finally break the 'shy zone' with a sweet husky tone mentioning:

1: I rindu sgt-sgt kt you.Lame kter xjumpe kn?
2: I suke tgk u pkai mcm ni.Sopan.Syg u Manje.

He is the most AMAZING man in the world & I'm so LUCKY to have him.He does so much for me and has made me happier than i ever dreamed!I love him madly & I am glad got to spend last 19 August 2011 time even-tho it just a short while.The end.

PS:

Heart that moment freaking lots.
=)

Atiey M
=)

Yeay,i got the job!!!!

2011-09-11T09:59:00.013+08:00

Last 16 August 2011 I went to UIA for an interview. Illegally took MC with the most easy way by saying to Doctor that i got diarrhea =p

Back to my interview session.It was my 1st job interview since I joined MBF.The feeling was like,errmmm abit nerves plus scare plus speechless plus idea-less.I reached there quite early as the venue just nearby Kak Ida's place.Once there,they gave me a form to be filled up before being interview.Okay, the form was different as i need to answer several short essay question:

1 : Islam is the best way of life.Kindly explain why?
2 : List at least 3 books that related to Islam education that you read & explain.
3: .....
4: ...

Okay,we skipped on the form question.Lemme story on the climax part,Personal Interview session.

OIC : Zuriati Baharudin,its your turn.Submit form & masuk dlm bilik interview.
Me : Which room??(with nerves long face & waving 5 others candidates)

So once i entered the room, I was damn shocked to see 6 people inside the room & they were my Interviewers.Okay,I'd been interviewed by 6 people in one time & you guys just imagined how my nerves level would be??The interview session took about half hour & it was tough .Honestly,i didn't prepare much as I'm tired & busy to study on related post.I wanted the post badly as im hoping to get it freaking much.I'm leaving UIA with a slim hope that I'll not get the job.

23 August 2011

I received a call from IEF staff asking for my current address.Guess what??I wrongly fill-up home address with postcode-less,no house number & its totally incomplete. Gila kn?? Everything settle & finally she mentioned that i got the job as an Account Assistant in IEP.Alhamdulilah.Terima kasih Ya ALLAH.So that's how the story end.Fuhhhh!!!!

24 August 2011

I submitted a month notice resigned letter to Helena.I am a permanent staff in MBF but what IEF offer me totally way too better than what i had now.Thanks MBF Cards(M'sia) Sdn Bhd. Sayonara,Customer Service Department.

I'll missed my colleagues.Dilla,Siah,Awien,Farah Wahida,Joanna,Kak Shida,Ice,Farra,Nana,Kak Lina,Kak Mages,Kak Fad,Helena,Kak Wan,Kak Sal,Kak Gie,Kak Bie,Kak Mai,Kak Misah,Eliza,Kak Eifa & lot more... Aiyoooo, seriously Im gonna missed them freaking lots kot. Depa suma baek-baek ='(

PS:

I'll start my new job on 1 October 2011.
Do wish me the best of luck okay.

Atiey M
=)

I'm back!!!

2011-09-11T09:31:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Never say never- Justin Bieber.
Mood: Typing mood.

I know it's been a LONG time since my last update.So many changes happen during my MIA, like seriously okay.Sorry for being temporary 'SILENT' recently. Busy,busy,busy & still busy.But the GOOD new is,I will be randomly posting everything from the last 1 2 month,so do check it back.Hope you all will have an AWESOME & FABULOUS Memorial Day Weekend.Happy SUNDAY readers & SELAMAT HARI RAYA =)

PS:

Do stay tuned!!!!

Atiey M
=)

Home sweet home =)

2011-07-29T06:05:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Maroon 5 feat Christina Aguilera- moves like jaggers.
Mood: Superb Sleepy.

Hello peeps,

Time showed 5 am.Raining day.Went to bed superb early last night. I was terribly tired like seriously okay. Penat sgt plus sangaaaaaaaaaaaaat sleepy. Text-ed Manjer for a while then, tertido =)) . Sorry Manjer,i mmg sgt-sgt penat smlm.

Okay,talking bout today, i got meeting at 5.30 pm. Hopefully it just a 'short' meeting briefing on new promotions-Power-Delic Plan.
Hurmmm, nothing much to type on. Planning off to Perak this evening. Excited giller!!!

Okay la,gotta go. Need to pack things & off to office.Yeah i know it sound early but if late,I'll faced that 'MR JAMM' which it soooooo irritating.
Bye,bye =)

Atiey M
=)

KL bird park =)

2011-07-24T21:03:00.004+08:00

Atiey M
=)

Julie & new generations =)

2011-07-24T20:39:00.005+08:00

Meet my lovely blue eyes cat named Julie.

Kitty cats,Mummy tired pampered u all.
Please be good!!
Jgn berebut-rebut sayang.Heeeee~

Sayang anak-anak Julie.
Thanks Julie for the great 'gifts' ever.

Atiey M
=)

Lala wee with Manjer =))

2011-07-24T14:50:00.013+08:00

Currently: Baking Choc moist cake.
Listening to: Karma-Faizal Tahir.
Venue: Manjer's hometown,Teluk Intan.

Ice blended with pearl jelly =)

Yupp,im gettin' chubby.

Excited.

Super excited.

Kuma-kuma =)

Ah -Chong ke? Ah-Long..Already lupa laa.Sorry =p

Manjer bought me the green towel.Thanks =)

Atiey M =)

Superb trio holiday =))

2011-07-24T13:13:00.015+08:00

Listening to: Katy Perry Feat Kesha-True LOVE
Mood: Happy =))

Once u reached here,you won't going back home.

From leftside :Dila,Siah & Atiey.

PS:

Gonna missed those sweet moments freaking lots.

Superb holiday with superb best office mates, Siah & Dila.

Can't hardly wait for our next Island trip.
Redang Island!!!
Please be prepare to welcome us there.

=))

Atiey M

Double cheese happiness =)

2011-07-16T09:11:00.006+08:00

Yupp,I am sooooo damn im love with you =)

Distance made us this closed =)

He said:I'm getting matured each day.
Am I?
Owhhh,maybe now we're less fight ,less time,less hangout.
Both busy but Alhamdulilah,we managed to spend time when we're free.

Atiey M

2011-07-07T22:35:00.001+08:00

Mood: Excited for tomorrow.
Listening to: Talking to the moon- Bruno Mars.

Hello loyal readers,

Sorry for skip blogging.Yeah,its been a month since the last time i managed to get 'here'.I did missed to type all night long but time wasn't allow me to do so.
So,please stay tune coz i'll heavily upload images as I'm damn lazy to type.
The mood was gone like seriously.
Nanti i pggl dia (mood)balik kay.ehheheh.Okay la,dun wanna waste time anymore.
Please do enjoy upcoming pictures =)

Atiey M

Salam =)

2011-05-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

Salam readers,

Just drop by to say 'Hello' =)
I'll be back posting on tomorrow.Do enjoy the new changes i'd make here.Till then.
Tata bloggers. Catch ya soon =)

Atiey M

9 April 2011 =)

2011-04-17T14:00:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Next to you by Justin Bieber feat Chris Brown. Mood: Happy =)

Im celebrating my 24th bday & 6th Anniversaries last week.Nothing much to say.Just the joy explained everything what i feel inside.Special thank to my beloved man & bff.Its okay to be seriously prank on that night.I just can't take away the smiley faces,sorry i realy couldn't.Thanks guys.Heart both of you freaking lots.

Frankly,everything is out of my expectation.Really tot that Manjer doesn't love me anymore.Really tot that he doesn't care anymore but acely everything according to your 'Gotcha' plan.Moreless,thank for celebrating my 'big' day together in the middle of the nite.Sayang korang sangat-sangat.muahmuah~

Atiey M

Mild Fever =(

2011-04-05T12:16:00.004+08:00

Hello friend,

Mc today.Nothing much to do like seriously okay.Tired,colds, cough & sore throat. Just arrived from panel clinic. Doctor said that i got mild fever. He advice me to get enough sleep & rest which is I'm forcing to do now. Frankly,I'm tired to push myself eating those 'flavourless medicine'. Sorry friend,gotta go now. Damnably exhausted. Till then,tata =(

PS:

Ya Allah, I wish I'll be 'fever-free' tomorrow.

Amin.

Atiey M

Thanks =)

2011-03-26T15:24:00.005+08:00

Words can't describe how deep imma into you.But a thing for sure,I mmg sayang you sgt-sgt.Maybe sometimes you didn't notify cause its comes invisibly without ur knowledge.Trust me Manjer,maybe you wasn't the 1st,but please stay longer as my heart said you're the last & only for me.

PS:

Abah & mak,kami nak kawin boleh??

This guy really drive me crazy.Im in love,yes i did.Hehehhehe =)

Atiey M

Yesterday =)

2011-03-26T05:05:00.011+08:00

Frankly,we were like cat & dog yesterday.I dunno what causing us fighting but a thing for sure it was my fault.I was damnably busy,like seriously okay and thing getting worse as he was mc on the same date.He got mild fever,running nose,sore throat =whole packaged.Pity him for sure but what else i can do rather than advise him to get enough rest & sleep.Betol tak?Yess,i admit it was my fault.I didn't pickup ur call even once & it was accidentally happen purposeless.I didn't mean to blow u up.I tao u marah sgt smlm & i am so so so so so sorry.Please forgive me tao. Sayang you. hehehe

Its only a 'little' mistake and thing getting worsen as he failed to reach me several times.

Hp's screen:30 missed call from Manjer =)

Text'es:

Morning bby.I mc today. Demam la.
Manjer,u buat ape tu?Dh breakfast?
Manjer =(
Nape you xpickup call??
You buat ape ni?busy sgt ke xbley pickup call?

Then i returned the call in noon.He wasn't in mood,moody maybe.Listen to his 'long free style ceramah' with that sweet husky voice.Then i told him i gotta go for lunch & promised to call soon as I finish up my meal.Guess guys??After lunch hour,MIA again then the hp screen showed:

Hp's screen: 10 missed calls from Manjer =)

Text'es:

Hilang lg budak ni.Huhuhu
You ni busy sgt ke?

I called him immediately after reading thru all text'es & guess what,its only happened once i reach home.Aiyooo,mmg kene dgr 'ceramah free' la all day long yesterday.But more-less,he no longer mad at me as i giving him the most 'satisfied' reason that made him cool abit.Tapi just 'abit' laaa.Yess,just wanna admit that i am realy realy busy.I never meant to made you worried.Never ever intend to ignore you.Im got lotso things to be done in the 1st place.Sorry for ignoring you till made you sad & mad of me.But just to be put in the positive side.I know you 100% care of me.Thanks Manjer.I janji i won't repeat the same 'stupid MIA thiggy' again.Muahmuah!!!

PS:

I sayang you =)

Atiey M

Hello,Im back again =)

2011-03-26T03:05:00.012+08:00

Hello Dear,

Im back.Yess,people keep on inquires where I've been hiding recently.Giving common excuses then MIA again & again & again.Sorry la kawan.Busy as usual laa.Feeling damn exhausted today.Attended 'cs' dinner party with superiors & colleagues celebrating the promotions of Kak Zaidah & Michelle. Congratulations to both and thanks for the treat.Really appreciates it much okay.Next time belanje la kami lagi =)

Aiyoo,i dunno what happened to my eyes laa.They reluctant to sleep & 'forced' me to stay awake this late.Giler kejam kot!!Feeling tired before but now,mmg tak la after listening to FT song,Hanyut plus Becinta.OMG,i love both songs like seriously madly-deeply.FT is the best male singer kot.Suara sedap,gud-looking,sweet smile plus extra talented artist=full package.His voice makes me feel like flying & melting inside.Alamak,gotta stop talking bout him cause Manjer hates to see me idolize FT more than i did for him.Sorry Manjer,please lemme adore him even once?Boleh kan kan?

Okay la,let's switch to other more interesting topics maybe bout my job.I noe,i noe it wasn't 'that interesting' like i mention before but frankly guys,I'm totally happy with what I've gained during working there.From zero then now I'm 80% confident yet still target for the best.Working with financial institution company not as easy as one thinks.No time to 'play around' cause my time fully utilized from the time i enter till end of office hours.Crazy kan??Tapi i suke to be placed here =)

Hurmm,should put a 'dot' now.But I'll be back shortly.Tata kawan.Btw,thanks for taking the time to read.Highly appreciates it much okay.

PS:

No picture taken to be share.Perhaps Dilla will upload soon.

Till then,bubbye!!!

Atiey M

Superb fun =)

2011-03-15T19:59:00.003+08:00

Location:Marina Island,Lumut.

When he volunteer to be my photographer,what else i can do rather than making up 'cute' poses & smiley faces.Its option less okay.He's the best.I sayang you Manjer =)

Atiey M

Great time ever =)

2011-03-15T00:10:00.007+08:00

Nothing much to comment on.Everything were damn perfect.Heart our trio bachelorettes vacation freaking lots.Yeah,we're looking forward for the next holiday.Maybe aiming for abroad trip.Boleh tak??

Atiey M

Holiday =)

2011-03-01T23:46:00.006+08:00

Yeay!!!Im going for 3days & 2 nights to Perhentian Island.Heavy images will be uploaded soon.

Atiey M

Julie,Julia & Katy Perry =)

2011-02-22T12:29:00.003+08:00

Bowling with TL,Kak Lina =)

2011-02-22T11:19:00.005+08:00

ISMA's Gombak Family day =)

2011-02-22T11:08:00.006+08:00

Me & you =)

2011-02-20T00:46:00.006+08:00

Me:

I'm not a good lover,I mess up.I starts fights.
I get jealous easily.I am demanding.I always get mad.
I am very straight towards you.

You:

You such a good lover,never cause me headaches.

Peacemaker in every issues i caused you in.You easily get jealous but you know how to handle it in the most coolest ways.You're not demanding at all & lesser goes mad.You pampered me in previous but currently you're getting straight as we're matured enough to face it.

You said i am way to stubborn.Yup,its so damn true but the truth is you're the most stubbornest person i ever met =)

-
But there's 3 things I love about our self:

We no longer cause havoc or play
We give our all
We love each-other deeply

PS:

Thanks to Digi cause gave the best rate ever & connecting us in the most cheapest way ever.Free call & textin.Million trillion thanks 'org Kuning'-ku bersamamu.

Atiey =)

And i am back to post =)

2011-02-20T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hello readers ,

Im finally back to post!Since CNY passing by I've been busy like a bee trying to balance between life and work and thus lesser time to post!Made some changes just now.Yet,still not know how to start my post entry.Kinda blur actually but to be honest guys,I freaking missed this abandon-blog crazy much.Sorry guys,gotta go now!!Bubbye =)

Atiey

My Happiness =)

2011-02-19T23:47:00.004+08:00

I may not be pretty in any sense.Neither am I one of those fabulous in town.I'm not the rich or the famous.But I do assure you that my heart is with you no matter what.I sayang you Manjer.Just keep my words cause i won't ever-ever-ever-ever hurting ur feeling anymore.Thanks for delighting my days & made me happy in every single 'bitter-sweet' we've been thru =)

Atiey M

Love is blind =)

2011-02-06T12:13:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Bercinta by Faizal Tahir
Mood: Hardly missing my parent & Manjer freaking lots.Benci betol cuti kejap jea =(

RE:Purely from Cik Nadia heart.Just wanna share regardless other bad- intentions okay.She's my best buddy & frankly,its kinda hurt when im just managed to listen thru her sad stories with doing nothing.Sorry yunk.

Hey Buddy,

We’ve been friends about 1 month 25 days. Ahha, im surprised that along this relationship, we’ve been so close like we know each other before. Texting non-stop, calling-calling every night without failed, thats enough to make me feel happy and complete, even though there is no special-love relationship. Just FRIENDS! Yess, we both are just friends! A good friends rite?? I was so interested to know you, listening to ur bullshit -makcik face-girlfriend story, listening when u r downgrading urself, felt humiliated by other people regarding ur past also entertain u by singing along with u just to make u feel comfortable.
Hey mangkuk, did u know that, all the worries and cares was truly sincerely from my heart? It is not “buat-buat” when u say ,

cik, i miss my late gurl.
Cik, i dh fed up, i dah ready bila dia mnta break.
Cik, knpa org suka ungkit kisah silam i? ..

and i, with none of any qualification on psychology treat keep replying on ur msg, tell u that, im always be here for u, im always support u, bla-bla-bla,..

Im also a human being buddy. Sumtimes i cannot control everything. I have feelings ( so do everybody), sumtimes im happy, sumtimes im sad, boring, feel bad, moody, lonely. What do u aspect from me? Always have to be nice to u? Always need to be cheer for you? Seriously, i care for u buddy, but this is all about a very-very tiny words..and the war begin...
U mad..yes u mad..my apology could be a hundred times? Possible..u’ve change drasctically. Why? Before this “confrontation”, i’ve noticed why u hve been so quite? . U ignored my msg for three nights (hahaha)..n u didn’t reply them until u received the next msg. Its unusual man.. am i doing any wrong? The things would be simple if i didn’t loves u more than we thought. If not, why shud i care more about you? Why shud i think more about you? Its so chaos.
Im not a calculative person. Cause i know, u r not type of person. But, im tired buddy! Im tired to listen, im tired to argue, im tired to watch every step of my mouth, im tired im tired im tired.
Bloggers, this is not a big matters to be advertise. Im talking about, dun let urself down into people u just knew. Even as a friend, like what i did..i assume this guy unpredictable (at the first place).. but now, he is more “mengada-ngada” and play fool on me. Haha, i am a big pusher. Im sorry for that MNAR.

I just want to be clear. I dun like myself being query here and there. I hate the “?” in my head. I dun want u to mad at me. I dun want u to hate me. I like u. But , to live with u, was not in my 3 years to-do list. Dun get me wrong mangkuk! I need to confess to a guy i’ve fall with. Its just a confession!!!! Im not pushing u to accept me as ur gf! Im not pushing u to always be with me..im pushing to find the answer, why u being so different? U may not realize that, n i dun hope for any feedback. Im just hope we can be good like before. But, will i get that chance? Ur last msg,” i x benci u..ye i marah, tpi i dh maafkan. So xpyh la pnajng2!!!” n we both choose not to text each other until now.

This is stupid..but i miss u.totally miss u. It is hard to forget u. But i try. Cause i know u will not find me anymore. I have to clear my inbox+sent items, all the entry calls, ur number..to stop me from thinking every piece of u. Go and live with ur lonely-empty world cause u’ve said u r not qualified to be friend with anybody. I will not go anywhere. I here. Im around. Do text me, do call me. But i cannot promise u i will reply any of them. *the percentage of this assumptions is 15% only !. he will not do that bloggers! He hates me..yes he did.
Here are some song that i dedicated to him. Plus, that we’ve being singing together. Find this song bloggers, find the lyrics. N u may understand how was beautiful this relationship. His happiness goes to me too..even it is just 1 month plus!!

To loves You more –Celine Dion
The Blowers Daughter- Damien Rice
Most Girl- Pink
Rapuh – Opick
i’ll be there -Jackson 5
Killing Me softly- Jackson 5
Ku ada Kamu-Adira
Lucky – Jason Mraz&Colbie Cailat
Mengenangmu- Kerispatih
Hey Jude-The Beetles

I felt lonely. BFF could help at tis moment, but u will need ur soulmate more. Who’s gonna be my soulmate? Thanks yunk. U help me to let it out. U heard me cry, u let me talk and talk. I admit to u, the first time i knew this guy, i want this guy so badly. He’s different. He’s not like others. Im not perfect, im not pretty, im not highly educated. Everybody deserve for a better person. So do me. But, i didn’t show to him, i didn’t seduce him. I didn’t flirt on him. I am me. I am what i am. Its totally me. He said he loves me. He said i shud be his good friends. I shud stay with him. I cant pretend my feelings, i m happy.
Bloggers, u can say..im stupid, i’ve being cheated. I accept that. But, i’ve learn sumthing new. I’ve learn my mistakes. So this is all about feelings. Guilty. Ego. Selfish. Pls do not judge me. Just read. Cause it is just a Confession!

PS:

See,i'd told you.This guy is a good example of 'Kacang lupa kulit'.

Atiey M

Hi,Hello Olla =)

2011-02-06T11:28:00.011+08:00

Dear Buddy,

I know I've repeat this hundred times like seriously.Sorry for being MIA.Kinda slightly 'malas' recently.Just arrived from Perak.Quite exhausted but things getting 'segar' once i read thru Ned's latest post.Aiyoo yunk,never tot u'll be that 'hurt'.

That 'SP boy' kan,he didn't deserve ur love.Why shud he keep on telling you this & that but at the end just because a very 'tiny miny' mistake,he'd totally disappear?Hello,u r not a 'Hollow man' & not even a 'chipsmore' so please la,make ur self available like she'd did for u.Maybe i've skip the whole stories between you & her but as a guy,you should be more responsible & at least give her 'good' explanation so that she can be more relief.

Pay every single 'tears' u'd cause her.Don't simply be a coward & invisible once u'd transfers all the burdens on her.When u're feeling down she'll always there for u but what happen when things getting vice-versa?Where are u 'hiding' all this while when she needs u?Please la wei,please appriates her even once laa.She loved you regardless how suck ur past.Yes she did & i can feel it thru her voice.How she need you so bad & you'll never knew how bad i felt as her best buddy,just had an option to listen rather than helping her,comfort her.Please la stop talking bout ur past ex cause she wasn't worth to be ur gf.Yup,at 1st place i tot she got the most prettiest face like seriously okay but once Ned share her photo,OMG,are you serious man?Maybe you need 'pair of speck' i guess =P Okay,I'm telling this not because im in her side but to be freaking honest la,i laughed like a 'crazy-person to be' & its naturally unstoppable.Sorry =)

To Ned,

Sorry coz im not always there for u.Time getting minimize when I'd to divide it thru everybody i loved.4 days CNY holiday can't be enough once i reach there.Sorry for unable to make-it yesterday.I'd promise u I'll come a day before but i failed.Sorry yunk.Hope u'll accept it & insyallah we'll meet & hangout in time to be.Maybe not so soon but this time I'll make myselt 'available' & 'reserved 'a day for you yea yunk.Jgn touching2 ngn i tao.Sayang you okay.Just try ur very best to ignore him.I know u're strong enough to face this.Gambadimas dear =)

PS:

i'll share her post on next entry okay.

Stay tune Buddies.

Atiey M

1st time =(

2011-01-21T10:57:00.012+08:00

Listening:Hanyut by Faizal Tahir
Mode:Not feeling so well.

Hello friend,

I'm mc today.Not feeling so well,cause fell right after took early bird shower as I'm rushing to get ready asap to office.Frankly,it was damn hurt okay.My right leg swollen few second after the incident.Pity me.Huhuhu.

Since i didn't have much time on blogging so today i decided to share a story,my first experience being scold by customer.Okay,the story began as i being given task to update customer information on billing address.It was my 2nd week & the work flows before changing customer address were kinda complicated for me as a new comer.

Once I got the address letter,the 1st thing i should be consider on the customer signature,new ic number & lastly,their account num.So to make it short,there's a customer who didn't fulfill all the criteria needed.He'd left out his ic number & so did his signature.So no option left,i need to call this customer.After few attempt,finally he pickup the phone.

Me:Hello,can i speak to Mr X.
Mr X:Yup speaking.may i know who's on the line plis?
Me:Morning sir.Im Atiey calling from ....with the regards of ur letter that we received yesterday.
Mr X:Okay.so what's the problem?
Me:Okay sir,act we'd received ur letter on XXX & u did mention u want to changed ur address to .....
Mr X:Yes,so?
Me:But sorry to mention sir,before we updated in our system i need to made several verification on u.May i?
Mr X:Yes you can but can u make it fast as im rushing now.
Me:Okay sir,what's ur previous billing add?
Mr X:Blablablabla.
Me:It's correct sir.So before i proceed with ur request,may i know ur ic num as u'd left out in your letter.

Once i ask about his ic num,the man was freaking mad at me like seriously okay.I was freaking out & numb just for a while.My team leader,Kak Zaida just observed me from her place.The cardmember keep on talking & said harsh thing towards me.He said that nowadays he got so many prank call from the outsiders & now my turn to listen him grumping.And i still clearly remember his last word before he endup the phone call.

Me:Sorry sir,it wasn't like u tot okay.I'm calling just to verify whether u r the genuine cm that wrote this letter to us.Blablabla..(i tried to explain but he'd completely ignored my words)

Mr X:If u really want my ic num.Go & ask ur company laaa.(Paaap:the line was cutoff)

Aiyooo,this card member aaa.He's really pissing me off okay.Why don't u just talk nicely as i approach u quite nice at the beginning of our conversation.I'm not a deaf person so that u don't need to raised up ur volume while talking to me.I can hear you clearly my dear 'value' customer.Yup,quotes said:customer is always right,but what unsatisfied me is ur rude attitude regardless anything else.Didn't ur parent teach you how to behave well & control ur temper once talking to others??Till now i just can't accept what's the relation between me with ur previous prank ed call?That's ur problem,so why must u drag me in ur matters.If you can't provide me ur ic number,its okay la.I can proceed with other option by retrieving ur application signature.No need to talk harsh towards a girl okay.I'd learn my mistake & now I'm still learning to become better in future.Btw,thanks too to you my 'Mr X' cause ud open my eyes to something unexpected.After being scold by u,now i'm more aware especially when its come to make an outbound call.End.

PS:

To Kak Zaida:
Thanks for ur taught especially on how to deal with certain persist customer.I've take notes in every single thing u'd taught me since last November.Mucho-mucho gracias Kak.
=)

Atiey M
=)

Chrismas xchange gifts party =)

2011-01-16T01:27:00.013+08:00

Day:Friday
Date:7 January 2011.
Venue: Platinum room level 4

MBF Cards's Customer Service Department:

Michelle
Zaida
Alina
Maggesh
Ashida
Helena
Norsiah
Noradila
Zuriati
Norizrayasrina
Abdul Faif
Joanna
Kavita

Every year,our CS department will organize a small exchange gift party.As a new comer of MBF Cards company,everything kinda new for me.To make it short,i received an email from Kak Lina a day before the party being held.They'd make a lucky draw on Tuesday & i was unable to joint them as I'm not around.Drove back to Perak on Monday's night for SPA's JPJ physical test on the next day at Kompleks Belia & Sukan Perak but i didn't past on the marshal exam.Hahahaha.

Okay la,won't comment much on that JPJ's test cause i just attend that physical exam right after being forced by Abah.Sorry Abah,Atiey xminat la keje2 mcmtu.Maybe I'll just keep on maintain myself working in financial institution as I'll gain more experiences,knowledge & triple extra money =)

PS:

Actually i did shoot lot so pictures but I'm so lazy to upload more as i need to wait quite long for the site to be completely loading.Maybe I'll add more photos of my office mates later on okay.Till then.Bubbye =)

Atiey M
=)

'Craving' to get skinny ASAP =)

2011-01-16T01:17:00.007+08:00

Listening to: Grenade by Bruno Mars
Watching: Julie,Julia & Katy peri chasing around my bed.
Mode: Missing him freaking lot =)

Dear Diary,

Lately i felt bit depress with my self like seriously okay.I just dunno why should i act like everything okay but the truth is I'm dragging my self thinking the best solution how to keep on maintain my weight.Okay la,frank speaking my current weight issues did effect my days.I hate when people start to say that i look bit chubby here & there especially Kak Ida la.She kept on saying 'Hang dh gemok la Atiey' every single days.Ya Allah,I'm i that chubby?Yup,i did felt abit nerves to figure out my current weight once i stepped on the weight scale.Alhamdulilah,my weight is still maintain below 50kg.But the thing is,what shud i do to keep on maintaining my body figure & lose some weight right before our biggie day?Can i manage to get 45kg if i start exercises & control my eating habit by today.Help me please!!!I want to get as skinny as i can freaking much okay.

I had goggle several 'diet' sites & now im planning for my self.Be discipline Atiey.You can do it.Proof to them that u can able to get skinny in less than 3 months.Bubbye 49kg,say hello to 45kg & less.Amin =)

Atiey M
=)

Atiey's workstation =)

2011-01-09T03:15:00.008+08:00

Hi there,

Just drop by here.Tadaaaa.Quite bored today so that i managed to snap few pictures of my work's station.Quite simple right with green color as the theme.More-less,what i love the most: my favorite kuma-kuma & specky bear-brick given by Manjer.Thank you Dunkin Pumpkin =)

Atiey M
=)

Miss you,yes i do =(

2011-01-09T00:43:00.011+08:00

Hi,it was me again.I know its kinda late to be awake in such time, but I'd promise to continue my stories right??So lemme share more & more stories of mine in just short time from now.I am sleepy but my eyes reluctant to close as my mind keep on thinking of you.Yes,I miss you freaking much Manjer & yes i freaking do okay.

Life getting superb bored since Manjer wasn't longer here.He got better offer so now he's currently working with Jkr at Tapah Perak.Congratulation Manjer. I know u'd wait for that golden opportunity freaking long & it's reasonable for you & me to be miles away once again =(

I still remember the time u came late to fetch me at office.It was Wednesday & u was damn late. You arrived at 11 pm with a big smile. I called several times & you did making prank & teasing me freaking lots on that night. You talked superb much till no chance for me to ask you a thing.You said you got the most good news ever & asked me to patiently wait for you. Time showed 11pm & u managed to showoff your face. You opened the door & i saw your smiley faces right after entering the car. I still remember the first question i asked you.

Me:So, what's up Manjer?You told me you gotta gud news to share off. Cepat-cepat la citer. Can't hardly wait from 9-11 pm. Dah la lambat,penat i tggu you...blablablabla!!

You: (Just keep on silently smilling few seconds) I ade 2 citer best. 1 is good & the other 1 is a bad news. You nk dgr yg mane 1?

Me:Ohh, u gimme an option yea?So lemme hear your gud news 1st then baru bad news =)

So, you started to share your news & you apologized for being late as you need to settle up several thingy with your superiors. I just can't describes how my feel at that moment you told me you'd to leave so soon. Im speechless & without my acknowledge my tears had rolling down my cheeks. I was damn speechless & i kept on crying. To be freaking honest Manjer,I'm happy for you & it was for our future.I know in any how you'd to go & I'd no rights to stop you from achieve your biggest dream ever. You promised me you won't made me 'wait quite long' anymore. It was the best promised ever & I'll wait for the moment in this 2011.Behave well okay & I'll 110% sure there's no one alike you here. Just kept my words Manjer as I'll behave well too here =)

So,if to be count from the day you'd back to Perak,it approximately 2 weeks I'd be survive here without you. I still stay back at office quite late sometimes but thing wasn't the same like the past 2 months. I went back alone with just hearing your voices thru hp. You 'invisibly accompany' me walked till reached my destination.Yup,thing had totally changed like seriously Manjer. We no longer spend time on lunch hours together & i did stop going to that 'Embak' food stall.The last time i went there with Kyra last week i guess,she'd ask me about you tau. Sorry kay, i just missed every single moment when you're here. To see your smiley faces in front of my office was a great feeling ever.

Thanks for protecting me,comfort me while I'm being near to you for the past 2 months okay. Don't worry Manjer,I'm looking forward to be better Atiey as now im currently learn to be more independent. No more spoiled brat Atiey i promised you. I dah besar & I've to act like a big girl do starting from now on. You can count on me Manjer =)

Okay laaa,I typed much i guess. Should just put a full stop before things getting out of topic.Till then okay. Tata readers. Muahmuahmuah!!!

Tag:
A boy named:
Azman Muhd Nor

With a simple messege:
I sayang you Manjer.

=)

Atiey M
=)

Hello Buddies =

2011-01-08T23:58:00.006+08:00

Hello readers,

Its been 'ages' since my last post entry.Sorry buddies for being 'MIA' for awhile but to be freaking honest, i did miss this 'tiny' space of mine like seriously okay.Actually, i got lotso accrued stories to share off with you guys but like usually laa,just be patiently wait for the next post entries kay.I promise this time I'll keep my words =)

Hurm,talking bout today i did nothing for this whole day like seriously.Feeling like there's a heavy stone on top of my both legs till made me lazy to make any movement. Managed to 'open both eyes' in such early bird time this morning. Yes,it was Saturday & I just stuck at home,watching movies & did help Kak Ida at kitchen. Slightly lazy since last night but i just can't detect why imma acting like this & thingy getting worsen as 'it' dragged my mood, made me lazy to do anything like seriously.

Okay laaa,I know it's getting late but just stay tune as I'll continue sharing stories on my next post entries kay. Till then buddies. Bubye & do enjoy my latest blog's musics okay. Muah muah
=)

Atiey M
=)

Dunkin Pumpkin =)

2010-12-09T09:51:00.002+08:00

This boy aaaaa,he really want to catch my attention till he made 'Pinocchio's face on my mash potato' using fries & chili sauce.Actually we went hangout a while right after office hours.Quite exhausted like seriously okay but he'd took away all the working tiredness by making some jokes till made me laugh nonstop.He keep on talking,bla bla bla bla bla bla on our future plan.Sweet la u ni Manjer.

BTW,whatta long nose u've mannocchio?But,but more less I'll still loving you no doubt =)

Atiey M

Super Sunday =)

2010-12-09T09:43:00.003+08:00

He took me to Clinic,I follow him to office.Thanks Manjer =)

Smile is apart of me =)

2010-12-09T09:08:00.007+08:00

Buddy :Atiey,atiey,why aaa every time i meet u,u'll keep on smilling?
Me :Aiyoo kwn,it wasnt a crime maa even if i smile thousand time toward u & others.Hahahah.
Buddy :ye la,smile same funtion as sugar to our face kn?
Me :yup,yup,It won't cost a cent.Unless laa,they amend stupid rules.'No smile area' if to be see in smile u'll be fine by rm10.Hahhahah.
Buddy :Funny la u ni Atiey.If such rules available here i'll work to other company la where they give freedom for staff to smile.Hahahhaha.
Me :Hahhahahah.I'll follow u later on la buddy.Giler ape xbg senyum.But a thing for sure,by smilling u'll change ur look in sudden 'wihout raise any adjustment'.Hahhahahah
Buddy :Hahahhahah,U ni kn Atiey if we talk much longer i'll be back at 9pm i guess.
Me :yea la,continue working la dear.Smile!!!

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A smile costs nothing but gives much.It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give.It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away.Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

Author Celine

Atiey M

Blame on her =)

2010-12-09T01:45:00.003+08:00

Listening to : Double Vision by 3oh3
Mode : Extremely happy for him,Tahniah Manjer =)

'Cause there's so many fine woman that my head is spinning
and I've lost all feeling everybody's singing like
hey na na na hey hey na na na na
hey na na na hey hey na na na na'

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Bcoz of her,i keep on replaying this song hundred times like seriously okay.'Greeny' promise, tak tipu tau!!!!Okay la,i won't type much like i used to on my previous entries,but a thing for sure:I love this song so so so so so frickin' much okay.Kalo xcaye dgr la =)

Tag:

Farihan Baharudin

Atiey M

18 SX =p

2010-12-05T13:17:00.003+08:00

Listening to : Insya'Allah by Maher Zain
Mode:Waiting for Manjer to fetch me up =)

Hello guys,

Actually i just finish cooked for our lunch.So,as for today menus,i cooked Nasi Hujan Panas & Lamb stew.Not feeling so good for the past few days.Suffer from sore throat since last Friday till mede my voice changed to duck's voice like seriously okay.Giler teruk kot.Hurmm,nothing much to do now.Just patiently wait for manjer.He'd promised to bring me for futher medical checkup before things go worsen.Thanks Manjer.

Btw,sorry coz unable to accompany you at office this morning.I betul-betul xlarat sgt2 la Manjer.Sorry really am sorry okay.Okay la,gotta go.Need to put some makeup to hide this pale scary look.Till then.Bubbye friends =)

PS:

Candid snapshot of Muhd Al-Fateh & Muhd Huzaifah.

Isn't they damn adorable???

muahmuahmuahmuah

Atiey

Happy =)

2010-12-04T03:21:00.006+08:00

Listening to: Mean by Taylor Swift.

Mode: Sleepy already.

Hello Atiey Diary,

Its been a while since the last time i managed to update something here.Sorry for being MIA for the past few weeks.Actually i just lost my words.I really miss this 'little space' of mine.Sorry Atiey's diary for neglecting you.Busy as always.Didn't mean to abandon this side but a thing for sure,once i 'jumped' into the world of work,I've less time surfing i'net.Yup,I'm totally 50% changed from the life i used to lead before.No longer stay up in the middle of the night chit-chat till early in morn.I rather spent most of my leisure time on sleep.Hurm,so many thing run thru my mind right now.Like seriusly,i got so many stories to share with,but lemme decide which 1 should i post 1st.

Before i 'jumped' to unrelated bored stories,lemme share bout my convo day.Yup,I'm freaking happy to meet my beloved parent,sibling,relatives & Manjer too.Thank you million trillion billion thanks for attending my convocation ceremony on last 27hb okay.Highly appreciate it much.Special tags for those who'd coming. Such a great pecious moment of life & i shud thanked Allah coz He'd 'placed' me 'here' in a place called ' home & happy family'.Thank you Allah.Okay la.I won't story much on that.Just take a peace of 'eyessycure' moment with Atiey's convo snap shot!!!weeeeeeeeee~

PS:

Thanks for commin.Thanks,thanks,thanks.
Special tags to these special people that brightening my days.

Sorry guys,I know my words seem abit weirdo.Giller ngantok sebenarnyer.

Atiey M

When mummy pampered her way too much =))

2010-11-20T07:24:00.014+08:00

Listening to :Insya'Allah by Maher Zain
Mode :Waiting for him.Its jogg time!!

.Julie the rascal cat.

When mummy pampered her way too much.Mummy will put her inside pocket at the back of yellow duck when she'd fall asleep.Then Mummy will cover her with tiny blanket just to prevent her from get freezing cold.See,maybe Mummy didn't obviously shows her love,but the way she treats Julie proved that she love her way too much.Its uncountable okay.Mummy also did missed her cats in Perak.Immi,Ruller,Kecik,Lala,Lulu & Alang.Rindu giler kot!!!Huhuhuhu ='(

Julie,Julie,please behave well okay or later on Mummy will get a new male cat to replace you here.Hahhahaha.Kidding laa,giler ape nk ganti Julie ngn kucing laen.Mengamok man kang.Hehehheheh.Mummy love you Sayang regardless how notty you'll be towards Mummy okay.Jgn berak & kencing rate2 sudah ler.Kang Mummy babab kang.Muhamuhamuah!!

PS:

She is still sleeping.Pity her.I'm way too lazy last night.Then as the alternative way,i just simply locked her inside toilet due to reason mls nk bkk kunci rumah.Her cage is outside Kak Ida's house.Sian Julie.Sorry yea Sayang.Mummy kejam skit last night =))

Atiey M

The real ME =)

2010-11-17T13:41:00.006+08:00

Listening to : Bencinta by Faizal Tahir.
Wishing all : Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslimin & Muslimat.

5 things u should know bout me, Zuriati Baharudin's passion :

I love going out for spree wet market in the morning.
I love cooking freaking much!!!
I love trying new recipes thru i'net.
I love baked cake & the latest i love making homemade choc moist cake.
I love eating my very own recipe : Laksa Atiey.

I am Me.People used to call me Atiey,Zuriati,Zue,Kertas,Kucings,Kue,Kuma-kuma.In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me.Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine,bcoz I am the one to choose it by my own dessicion.I own everything about me: my face, my body, my feelings,my thought, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears,my ambitions.I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes.Because I own all of me, the real me in tread of being someone else.I express it when my hate feeling approaching me.I can become intimately acquainted with me.

By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know like what future might bring me to.But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me.

However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me.If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded.I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do.I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me.I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me.I am me, and I am okay with it =)

PS:

Those pictures defined me freaking well.Maybe it wasn't like others candid pictures that i used to capture before.I am not photogenic at all.My pictures way too ugly compared to others,but its okay laaa.I loved to be me.The real Me =)

Atiey

10 Nov 2010 =)

2010-11-14T17:29:00.007+08:00

Dear Nadia Abd Rahman,

It isn't often that i say this,but i wanted to thank you for coming last Wednesday.Sorry for made you waiting quite long till i finished my work.Sorry kay Ned.Really really am sorry.You know what,i just can't take my eyes off the clock kot.Keep on checking & praying you're safely arrived.Sumpah xtipu you.I walked super fast just to reach you asap.Its a precious moment when i saw my darling stand right in front of me,with red shawl on.You smile,i smile.Maybe it's a bit awkward as we didn't see each other quite long.You & me seem so speechless then we started crapping & laughing way too crazy.Now we're distance away.No more pillow talk like we used to have like the previous time.I really missed our moment together.Hangout,spend time in kitchen,sneak out during night,talk nonstop like there's no more tomorrow.I did miss you yunk.

I bet u already know thing wasn't be the same as before.Im now entering the world of work,sometimes i can't able to pickup ur call during day & night due work hours & rest time.Frank speaking,Im totally exhauted during night till made me off to bed quite early.I just wanna you to know that i'm still the old atiey that u'd known past 6 years ago.Maybe time had change but the truth is,i still the old me.I realy really miss you.

Yunk,

Eventhogh we're miles away,i'll never ever forget u okay.Million trillion thanks for coming to visit me here.Totally overwhelming at the moment when i hugged u.I cuddled ur hand tidely coz i really miss you.Yes,i did made new friend here,but to be freaking honest,non of them can be compared to u.Betol yunk.So i xmo dgr u ckp u jeles i kuar ngn kwn2 yg laen coz there's only 1 Nadia Abd Rahman,Atiey's best buddy.Just wanna make it clear to you okay Ned.

Hey,btw thx for the gift.I extremely love it fucking much laaa yunk.Pandai u pilih.See,a best friend knows her best friend favourite color.I love green,you love blue.Maybe from this time onwards we seldomly spend time together like we used before but I'll always there to listen every single story u wanna share off.You're always around when i need you,always willing to listen when i need someone to talk to & always ready to organise something fun when i need a break.You're one of the most important people in my life & when i count my blessings I always think of you.I don't think i could have gotten through the last few years without you.Through the heartaches,tears apart & hard times,you'll always there to lend your ears & tell a joke.I appreciate that more than you know okay.

More-less Ned,thanks again for being such a great person & wonderful friend of mine.I syg you yunk.Syg sgt-sgt okay.Take care tao.muahmuah ='(

PS:

Acely i nk nagesh time you nk balik ritu,but i hardly tried to hold it as i don't wanna you to be sad otw back.I rindu you.Yes i frickin' do.Sorry if my words abit confusing.

Atiey M

Sunday blues =)

2010-11-14T09:23:00.007+08:00

Listening to: Ni Yao De Ai by F4
Time checked: 9.25am

Wo ming bai,wo yao de ai
Hua ba wo chong huai
Xiang yi ge xiao hai

Zhi dong zai ni huai li huai
Ni yao de ai

Bu zhu she yi lai
Laong xian nan ge nan hai
Laong lui shai
Zu yao zu zai

Salam guys,Morning!!

Early bird on9 again today.I know some of you must be shocked to see me on9 this early right??Hahahhahaha.Actually i just can't c'nue my sleep right after performed Subuh's sollah.Its all Nana's fault okay.Blame her,blame her!!!She the one who woke me up,asked me to help her open the gate.She got English exam this morning at 8.30 am if I'm not mistaken.Good luck Nana.Hope u'll able to adapt & remember everything that we(me & Aash) had taught u last night okay.

So talking bout last night,me & Aash scarified our sleep hours to teach her on grammar but at the end,I'm the 1st person off to bed first.Can't hardly open my eyes anymore.Keep on yawning way too much when the clock showed 3am.Giler ngantok kot like seriously okay.Kak Ida & Fateh still awake at that time when i pass thru.I saw Kak Ida playing Plant VS Zombie while Fateh patiently watched his Mama passion on Zombies.I'm not pretty sure Kak Ida had pass thru which level but the fact is,she also currently crazy on Zombie.Actually to play this game,you need to crack your mind setup brilliant strategies to beat down those Zombie before they successfully reach your house & eat your brains.Kejam kn Zombies ni,maen mkn-mkn otak plak =P

Hurmm,today is Sunday 14 Nov 2010.Went out just now to check on Julie.She's quite aggressive & hyperactive this morning.So,include today equally to 8th days she'd stay with her mummy(me).Manjer passed her on previous Sunday then we (me,Manjer & Nana) went to Taman Metropolitan for jogging.He wearing green jersey & maroon tracksuit.We started jogging approximately 12 noon till 1 pm.Maybe it sound crazy jogging in such time but trust me,it was a cloudy,windy & breezy day.So many obstacles we'd pass thru till at the end of the track,three of us got wet by cat & dog rain.Keep on laughing nonstop as Manjer keep on making up some stupid jokes.We captured several pictures there.Maybe I'll upload it later on cause right now I'm totally lazy to make any moves.The memory card reader seem 'so so so so miles' away from me (ayat tgh mls mmg mcm ni).More-less,I did enjoy my weekend frickin much.Tq Manjer.I sayang you ketat-ketat okay =p

PS:

I miss you,i miss you,i miss you!!!

Atiey M

Plant VS Zombies =)

2010-11-13T20:41:00.008+08:00

Currently listening to: Plant VS Zombie on your lawn by Laura Shigihara.
Mode :Addicted to this game frickin' much.

Plant VS Zombie =)

I know it kinda outdated to update on this but the fact is,Im currently addicted to this game frickin' much.So talking bout Plant VS Zombie is a dear,dear favourite of mine,Abg Khairil,Kak Ida,Nana & Fateh too.Actually Fateh,my 1st nephew he's the one who's attracted others to play this game.I still remember the 1st time he approach me to play zombie together with him.By that moment,i got zero knowledge on how to handle up Zombie but Fateh taught me how to play it step by step.Guess what??He's only 3 years & 6months.

Fateh:Alang Atiey,tgk Ateh kill Zombies.Hebat kn.Alang nk maen tak??

Me:Alaaaaaaa.Alang xreti maen la.

Fateh:Tak pe.Nnt Ateh ajar Alang maen.Mule2 ambik..bla..bla.bla.bla.blaaaa..

Me:Best la.(trus jd giler then instantly addicted to that game)

There are tons of fun & useful plant to be grab & plenty of wracky zombies type to place a plant beatdown on.There're various type of Zombie but trust me,they're not scary at all okay.You'll faced zombie with pick axes,zombie in boxer short,zombie scuba divers riding zombie dolphin & the list goes on and on.You can still play it in middle of the night till the next morning.Try la.Best tao tak tipu punye.

The game is really really really forgiving & has a very low learning curve & easy to play it on.I love,love,love the survival mode which is where things get really tough & I need to used everything I'd just to make it to the next level.The craziest moment is when they're tons of zombies come to approach me at one time.Lets see,I was throwing frozen watermelon at zombie riding pogo sticks when an escaped mental patient zombie with an exploding Jack-in-the box went Kamikaze on my first few plant.Meanwhile, a horde of tunnelling zombie has tunnelled underneath my plant & were attacking me from behind.Bodo betol zombie nie.Geget sat g baru tao.Hahhaha

So to end up my post entry I'll made an announcement for those who quite attracted with this game.Go & find this game asap coz it really really worth to play it during your leisure time.Trust me =)

PS:

Gotta go now.Kak Ida req me to teach Nana on essay & grammar.She'd English exam tomorrow.Best of luck Nana.Chayoo.Chayoo!!!

Atiey M

Saje-saje jea =)

2010-11-13T09:10:00.009+08:00

Listening to: If you can afford me by Katy Perry.
Mood:Feeling superb good & can't hardly wait till noon to meet sweet Nani.

Salam friends,

Wake up superb early today.Quite boring as Manjer still asleep.Pity him.Since i started working,we seldomly text'es during day & night.When he's free,I'm the one who's way too damn busy.When I'm free,i rather love to sleep than being awake till late at night like i used to before.Things had totally changed.Now i know the feeling of 'tiredness right after work'.In previous,I loved to nag nonstop when Manjer fall asleep super early,but now i know the reason why he'll always acting like that during week days,work mode.Serious penat kot.As for me,I'll complete everything in short time right after arrived home,mandi kerbau,iron baju kerja,perform my Sollah then ape lagi,tido laaaa.hehehheheh.Okay,to be truly honest,Manjer is the one who'll always nagging me on the next morning as he failled to reach me during night.Tido mati kot.Mane nk dgr phone bunyi-bunyi.Sorry Manjer.Really am sorry okay.Bluerkk!!!

Sometimes he'll come to my office at noon then we went to lunch together.I loved to see him in working's outfit,smart sgt-sgt.Im lovin' it.Its only take 5minutes for him to reach at my office.Quite near right?hehehehh.That's the one thing i love the most since i lived here.Being superb near with my loved ones but being superb miles away from the other half of me(my parent) truly hurt my feeling much.It's really really heartaches okay.Actually today I'd plan off to Perak but i can't able to make it again same like the previous week.Sorry Abah,Atiey igt Aash balik perak hari ni.Tp dea balik esok ='(

Manjer currently at Perak.He got something to settle on there.Nothing much to do for these weekend.Wanted to go out so bad but my mood reluctant me from doing such things.I dunno why i been acting like this.Maybe i just live my days here but my heart already flown away back to Perak i guess.Goshh,maybe this is the another entry expressing Atiey's homesick all over again & again.Pity me right??Please,im wishing to spend time with my parent like i used before.I miss them lots.Quite lots actually.Okay laa,please stop labelling me an emo girl coz that's totally not me at all.Sorry for being terribly emotional lately.Just can't hardly hide my true feeling anymore.Gtg laaaa,wanna call Mak & Abah.Hopefully they're not busy to pickup my call.Dpt dgr suare pon jadi laaa.Teruk betol anak dara En Baharudin & Pn Rohayan ni.Rindu sgt mcm org giler pon ade.Hehehehehe =)

PS:

Nani is otw here.Can't hardly wait to see her & talk nonstop like we used to.

Tata.Gonna off to shower before she arrived.

Atiey M

Just a while =)

2010-11-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hello readers,
.

Actually i got nothing much to share off.Life getting superb busy since last 1 Nov.So,talk bout work,I really enjoy my job so freaking much.Making up few friends recently.Most of them seems so nice,warm & friendly too.Today is the 9th days,2nd week I'd working with Mbf.Now im currently in learning proses.I'd learnt several adjustment in our company system.Its quite difficult actually but Alhamdullilah,so far i can able to adapt everything they'd taught on me.Hopefully,I'll perform better each days.Amin.Hurmm,gotta go laa.I really need to take my shower asap bfore my body getting itches here & there.Promise,I'll be back blogging tomorrow.Sorry guys.Really am sorry okay.Not feeling so well.I miss my parents fucking lots.Dunno how shud i explain how deep my miss will be,but to be freaking honest,I never missed thinking of them in every seconds,every minutes,every hours in my every days.Miss my parent lot lot lot lot lot lot.Its uncountable okay.Hopeful so they'll miss me too.Okay laaa.Gtg now.I'll be here asap on next day okay.Tata readers.Byebye!!

Atiey M

Homesick ='(

2010-11-06T02:08:00.007+08:00

Listening to: I need you now by Lady Antebellum.
Time checked : 2.09 am.

Hi readers,salam.

Its been a while since my last update here.Time flyby superb fast.I'm currently stay with elder sis of mine,Kak Ida.Sometimes smiling away is a better way of passing times.I know my word seem abit poetry,sorry readers.Im feeling trouble due to reasons of homesick & missing my parent frickin' much.I just can't hide my feeling anymore like seriously okay.Slightly moody today.I just feels like bursting into big tears this whole evening.Just now while hiding in toilet wanted to cry out loud.It was at the moment of my own.Feeling like everything around me seems to stop & even the clock has stop ticking.I wanted to hide my feeling inside,but i just can't control it anymore.Went shopping some groceries with lil sisters this evening.Nana requested to make Choc moist cake.So we three,me,Nana & Farihan went to Giant bought ingredients needed.While fun picking up things,Nana accidently mention out bout Abah & Mak.

Nana : Atiey,rindu la kt Mak & Abah.Tringat time beli brg2 ngn mak kt Tesco.

Me : Haah la.Rindu sgt-sgt.Nk balik Perak.(stop & starting to cry)

I can't hadly hold my tears anymore.Since stayed here,i never missed to cry.I cried before i sleep,i cried way too loud when i took my shower,right after listening to parent voice thru phone,while peeps on their pictures thru hp,after taking my bfast,lunch & dinner.Yes,I cried almost every single days.Maybe it sound funny to some of u,big girls shouldn't cry right??I love my job,i really enjoy it much but what's killing me inside was the hurt feeling being miles away from parent.Sumpah,rindu sgt kt Abah & Mak.Sgt-sgt rindu ='(

I miss every single thing at home.My cats,fishes,Kuma-kuma,green-purpleliciouch room & i miss Abah,Mak & Adek the most.Still fresh in mind how's Adek's respond when i told her i'll be leaving & stay with Kak Ida onwards.She was numb & speechless & suddenly i saw tears rolling down her cheeks.

Adek :Eleh,hg tipu la.Taun dpn kn baru start keja??

Me : betol la adek,Kak start keja Isnin dpn 1 Nov.Ni Kak balik jap nk ambik brg2.

Adek : Alaaaaaaaaaa.Nnt adek tggl sorg jea la ngn Mak n Abah (she's starting to cry)

Me : Haah.Nnt tggl adek jea la kt umah.(givin' fake smile & hardly hold my tears)

It was freaking emotional day ever for us.Since I completed my study,i never being apart from my parent & Adek.I'll always there for them.Everynight i'll spend time online till Abah force me to sleep.Every night i'll drag my portable mattress with red & bear pillows plus favourite Kuma-kuma slept over Abah & Mak's room.Every free times i'll cook any kinda food & made Choc moist cake,cupcakes for them.But now,things had totally changed.I am no longer burden them anymore.I already got a job,so more-less i need to stand on my own feets from now onwards.I really need to rid away this 'homesick' feeling far far far far away.Please 'Mr Homesick'.Im begging you please leave!!!Please ='(

Okay laaa,I think i better take my fingers off this keyboards before it geeting worse.Yes,I really need to stop now.Just can't stop my tears anymore.Salam buddies.

PS:

Atiey rindu nk makan masakan Mak.

Atiey rindu soup gear box Abah.

Atiey rindu nk marah Adek kalo dea buat silap.

Atiey rindu semua org.

='(

Atiey M

Yes,I got the job!!!

2010-10-31T01:26:00.027+08:00

Listening to:Big girls don't cry-Fergie
Received a call from Mbf,on 28October 2010 at 11.30am.
Mbf's emp:Hello Zuriati,we'll like to inform you regarding on your interview yesterday(Wednesday morning).You'd successfully pass the interview & u'll be accepted in our company with basic salary of Rm xxxx,permanent staff.So we'd arrange your medical checkup at Lourdes Medical Center. Medical charged will be all provided.You may start working on 1 November 2010.

Me:**speechless for a while.Tot i might be daydream.But the real is,I really got that job.Alhamdullilah.Thank you Allah.Yeay!!!

Okay,I've been MIA quite long.No entries for the past few days.Been really busy with life till i couldn't catch my breath(kidding jea).Never been so tired before.In fact,next week i'll start working at my first working place,MBf Tower.Hurm,its quite interesting bout my job interviews.If you'd notice on my previous entry on 'Interview',i'll head to Subang regarding on an interview at Comfori last Wednesday.Yup,I'd attend the interview but seriously,Im way too damn pissed off with every single hours i been wasted.Im tired to share that fucking moments here,but i just randomly share it with several close friends of mine.Sorry guys,if you eagerly wanna know what'd happen on that very day please patiently wait till i get my blog mode back okay.I promise i'll story it in detail later on.Tunggu tau!!!

Okay,back to my topic,the MBf Tower seriously just few minutes away from Manjer's & Kak Ida's office.Maybe i should be happy,finally i'll end-up my jobless life & finally manage to stay near by Manjer & sibling & nephews,but the feeling seem turn away around,like seriously okay.I am happy,but in the meanwhile I do felt highly sad for the past few days.Thing wasn't be the same anymore.I am no longer stay with my parents like i used too.Frankly,i cried freaking much since the day i received call from Mbf notify me that i'd successfully accepted as one of their employees.People told me that i should be grateful cause it wasn't easy to be place as permanent staff there.More-less,big thanks to Nani & Kak Shida for you guys sincere help kay.Without the information on you both side,maybe i won't able to get even a single job this fast.Million,trillion thanks okay.Really appreciates it much.

So now,i am currently at Perak.Home sweet home rite??But sadly,i'll be leaving on next evening.Omg,hopefully i can hold my tears from falling apart.Ya Allah,kuatkanlah hambamu ni.Sesungguhnya,Im not stronger enough to stay away from my parents.Please make it easier for me to lead my everyday life there without hearing their voices.Their laugh,jokes, yell,nags,fun teasing.Okay like seriously, i just can't continue typing this anymore,tears keep on rolling down my cheeks.Even-tho they keep on telling me to be strong,but to be freaking honest it wasn't like i showed outside.I had to put a mask on just to hide my real feeling deep inside.Now,in present,it bother-less if you wanna label me as what as you may think of me.Frank speaking friends,Im a baby girl.Yes i really am.Nanti sure atiey rindu kt Abah & Mak.My love for both of you are uncountable.

Okay,stop crying - crying la Atiey.Ciwek jea mcm budak kecik!!!Grow up laaa,u already 23yrd.Be matured my dear.It's just a temporary feeling.

PS:

Million thanks to:

.Parents,Manjer,Nani,Kak Shida,Kak Ida.

***** still crying continuously ='(

Atiey M

Gembira,Happy =)

2010-10-25T03:51:00.026+08:00

Fateh =)

Jayfah =)

Julie =)

Hi there,

Gosh, I'm super excited for next morning,oppps, i mean today.I know it's kinda late for an entry at this time.Clock showed approximatively 4 am,but these two pair of eyes reluctant to sleep.Just finished packing up things & needs.Frankly,i was way too exhausted & restless right now.I'm getting so so so so irritated with my self!!!What is wrong with me.I could feel my brain cells is dead but just couldn't get my fingers off keyboard.There's cramp in between my toes.Maybe i should just force myself off to bed right after i finished on this (if i can laaa).

Omg,lots of things running inside my mind.Copies,certificates,outfit,bus ticket.Haven't buy bus ticket yet.Maybe i'll settle it in shortest times.Just done listing on important things to bring along before off to Gombak this evening.Hope i won't missed any things related like i always did.Mintak di jauhkan yea.Fuh!!Fuhh!!But right now,I'm missing my beloved Manjer & I'd no ideas why his images keep appearing inside my head,heart since I get to hear his voice few hours before(ohhh Atiey,stop being jiwang laaa) Hehheheheh.Yes,yes,yes,I gonna meet him less than 12 hours from now.He'd promise to fetch me up with Julie.Julie,Julie,sure dh gemok ank mummy ni kn.Daddy'd wrongly pampered Julie.You manjekn sgt si putih tu. Jealous!!!! Hehheheh.More-less i'll meet my siblings(Kak Ida,Nana & Farihan) ,nephews(Fateh & Jayfah) & friends (Syuhada & Nani).Can't hardly wait to spend times playing with rascal Ben 10's boy,Fateh & chubby smiling baby,Jayfah.So,the time begin now, tik tok, tik tok =) .

Currently listen to Denial Bedingfield song-If You're Not the One.It's been ages since the last time i listening thru it.My favorite song when i was 15'teen!!!No doubt!!!Omg,its getting late.I really need to stop now.Hurmmm,but before i end-up my entry, lemme share a story about new friend of mine.I felt i can clique with her quite well, feel very comfortable talking & crapping all together.Okay,i admit im crazy but she's 2 times crazier then me.She love to talk,so did myself too,i can feel there's a chemistry between us.Recently,we keep on tex'tin,crapping thru phone,talking about personal life & stuff.She was damn talkative,we talk non-stop like there's no tomorrow for us.So Manjer, be prepare on our big laugh,crapping & silly stories.Trust me.She's way too freaking funny okay.Hehhehheheh

Well oh well,i'd to admit i like her instantly.Yes i really did okay.Slumber,sweet,simple,talkative,hyperactive defined her well.She's really a very very nice buddy & she loves to use 'ce' & 'ye' in every single of her talk & text'in too.When she was in her office,she'd to cover her laugh(small laugh).But thing turn away round as she left her office.We we're yanking thru the phone like an insane.She laughed,i laughed way too loud till we lost our voice.Hahhahha.But we won't even mind cause it was frickin' adorable,like seriously okay.Hurmm,got nothing much to type on.Just gonna leave a short notes to her,my new little friend.Catch ya later okay!!!Tata,bubbye,sayonara,adios =)

Hi Nani,nice to know you.Thanks for the add okay.

You're so damn cute tiny miny skinny girl.Jumpe kejap lg okay.

Gilew xsabar kot.Sure Man pening tgk kter sembang sat g.Wee~

=))

Atiey M

Interview =)

2010-10-22T20:02:00.015+08:00

Position :

Business Development Executive

Company:

Comfori Sdn Bhd

Interview Date/Time:

27 Oct 2010 2:30PM

Venue:

E-02-03, Subang Square Business Center,,

Jalan SS15/4G,

47500 Subang Jaya, Selangor

Im back!!!Slightly more cheerful this time.Wasn't like the others day,today was way too delightful,fun,happy & more-less,swing mood only in the morning.Nothing much to do so i deciding to blog again!!So,my day stated like i normally lead.Jumped off my bed,took bath,ned's farewell,lunch,online,cleanup house,playing with Liquid & Paper,watching Tv,took short nap, shower back at 5pm & ate cake.I was surfing internet since 8 am till now.Just done checking emails on related job site.

Frankly, obviously I'm recently hunting for jobs.Yes,nothing much to do since I've end-up my English & Mathematic tuition classes.Alhamdullilah,Miss Atiey doakn korg pass with flying colors okay.So back to my story,I'd submit resume on several companies based on accounting field.Fortunately,i received an interview invitation from Comfori Sdn Bhd.They offer me on Business Development Executive position.Imma be speechless for a while.So,put extra effort Atiey,study more on company environment especially on company's background.You should know their mission & vision for sure.Omg,i hate this feeling.It seem like butterflies in my stomach right after i opened & read thru the msg contents.

Yeah,to be freaking honest,I never hunt for jobs since i finished my study.I did pre-plan to apply for Police but I've to wait till they release application form on next month(maybe),and guess what??Abah loves it freaking much as he's the former police officer since 1969.So now i realized what's exactly my name defined of.Zuriati(Zuriat) if refer to Arabic language will defined as Keturunanku.Maybe the only reason why i seem way too attracted with Police is cause of the blood relationship.Anak Abah la katekn =)).Some people told me im way too 'cute' for Police.Some told me,the job may look tougher cause they'd label me as the 'baby girl' of the family.Hello,i got everything what's takes to become a police officer okay.Fyi,i'd gained weight above 48kg just to pass 1 of the requirement needed.So please,don't simply under estimate me cause I'm not as weak as you tot i'll be.Hehehheheh

Okay la,i just reply the confirmation notification to attend their interview on next Wednesday.Do wish me the best of luck okay.I won't mind if i didn't get this job,but like my elder sister told me:

'Its okay to try as many as you can,cause at the very end,Allah will always help His umat if they did show their effort on things that they want to get & have'.Amin =))

PS:

Can't hardly wait to meet Kak Ida,my nephews,lil sister & Manjer.

Muahmuahmuah!!!

Atiey M

Giler kejap!!!

2010-10-22T12:38:00.012+08:00

Hello readers,

'And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)

I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)

And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)

But I just can’t let you go

And I hate that I love you so'

'Hate That I Love You'

Rihanna & Ne-Yo

Currently listen to Rihanna & Ne-Yo song.'Hate That I Love You'.Guess what??I got swing mood this morning and the feel was like,OMG frickin' shit okay!!!!So,like i wrote before,i got early bird swing mood,means that im way too moody for this whole morning.Like usually,logged to fb.Started to update ridiculous status.'Merajok dgn you,sila tlg jgn pujuk i okay.Hurm!!!'.Opss,just realized that there were spelling error on my previous status.I wrongly type 'dgn' & jgn'.Hahahaha,sumpah malu dowh!!Friends started to give nonsenses feedbacks on my point & some of them seem a bit out of topic.Hahhahah.

But,more-less,they did bring back my days.I mean my morning back.Wow,seem like we having a huge 'war' last night till made me dragged it on next morning =)) .Human beings are funny creatures,me as the example.I think i am weird kinda person.Especially on how my mind works.Why do i easily get angry towards the person i love?? Shouldn't it be the other way.So dumb,but i am the dumb one for not thinking it through before losing my temper.

What's this lyric & song means to me?? It means a lot,yup, pretty lots.When i got mad,I feel like you're the one whom i hate the most.But what's exactly i feel inside,wasn't like what i'd directly showed.I am a human being,a girl.Nobody perfect,so did i.So, every-time i got early bird moody acting,just simply assume that i didn't get much beauty sleep,my cats hurt me,parents left me alone,haven't take my breakfast yet,my phone out of coverage,i failed to reach you thru & etc.Atiey dh start dh nk merepek die ni =)

Maybe i'm way too indulge & u'd wrongly pampered me,so that when u're not around,busy with your work i did felt like a little girl,being abandon,neglected by you.Sorry Manjer,I know sometime i'm way too complicated & hard to handle,when i get sulk,i don't easily listen to you,your explanation.Nasib you la Manjer dpt gf kuat merajok & marah mcm i ni kn??But,there's a thing for sure,'You mmg pndai pujuk i balik.Syg u sgt-sgt Manjer =) .You know u mean a world & i shouldn't repeat it hundred times to make it clear to you.'

So,as the solution,i promise.I won't, shouldn't vent my anger,throw tantrum,irritation,frustration towards you just because i am feeling down & moody.Sorry,i promised.I'll change for the better.

PS:

Thanks happykn i.I xmarah you dah.

You sgt sweet & i xsanggup nk marah you lame-lame.

Sorry Manjer.I sayang you & i'll always keep it warm.

muahmuah!!!

Atiey M

14 October 2010 =)

2010-10-19T19:43:00.019+08:00

Dear manjer,

Since I don't usually blog recently,you must be finding it strange why i didn't wrote even short notes on your birthday.Firstly,i am so sorry i didn't managed to spend much time as i need to entertain my click during last Tuesday till Saturday.Really am sorry kay manjer.Secondly,i just had my blogging mood back right after finishing few edit thinggy on my site.Okay,okay,okay.I won't type on unrelated things,just make up with the topic i wrote above.What's so special about that date??Of course u already know it as it was your very own birthday date.Actually,to be freaking honest,i don't have any ideas how should i start this entry,but there's a thing for sure,this post entry might be the longest entry u ever had before.So,since we both are distances away,so much thing have been restricted but i love to make it a bit difference this time.maybe in present we're miles away but frankly,it wasn't bother me much as u'll always kept me near by your side.Thanks manjer,mucho-mucho gracias.

Okay,i just lost my words and i just don't know how to express what i feel inside.So many best part of us lingering thru my mind,but as i said before,i just lost my words so did my ideas too.Whatta hell am i crapping on??Im starting to screw up my head before its getting even worse.Sorry for being so damn lost okay.Okay,okay,lemme made it clear here.There's a thing for sure,I love you,I love you,I love you!!!See,there's plenty lots of love i feel inside when im with you.Since last 14 October was your 23rd birthday,so this year was equally to 5 times i'd wished & celebrated your birthday in previous & present as your gf.Yup,im the first & im still hoping im the last & only person mark in your heart.You'd see in so many ways.You'll always there when i facing the hardest part of in life & you'll always available when i need someone to share-off in every happiness,sadness,upside-down moments i'd been thru.Thank you Manjer.Now,i'd to admit i felt this immense urge to confess how good it feels to love you & how great all the affection that surrounds us is,even when you're not right there by my side.FYI,loving you & being loved by you is the best feeling I've ever experienced this whole life.I will always miss you terribly,but it's a sweet quite feeling,that'll go away as soon as i see your smiley faces.Maybe,i can told you million trillion time how much i feel blessed to have you as my bf,but i bet you'll never know how much im so in love with you.

You're the best bf any girl could ask for.See,when i talk bout you.It seem like there's so many sweetest thingy popup in sudden.Recall back on stuff you'd done,its really overwhelming me enough.Whenever I've problem & i just can't randomly share with gf,you'll always patiently listen to all those craps without causing me any grumble at all.Then you'll slowly give your advises & grabs away burdens i'd on my shoulders.You're exactly like my super heroes that'll punctually save your heroin.Manjer,i just wish that this year will be the last year we celebrate your birthday as couple,cause i just wish to upgrade our title asap.Yes,i know you're currently working on it,but InsyaAllah,if He'd state our fate together,i will always ready to be the half of you.Amin.Being away from you really drives me crazy & made me wanna be with you instantly.But as u'd told me before,keeping mind set positively.So,to comfort my feeling,i just think of this separation as a test.Yes,im a strong kinda girl & i can deal with it.If this is what it takes to be with you,then i'll just follow the flows & go through it.

You know what Manjer,you're the best bf i ever had.Yes i know i've told you hundred times,but this time for sure you're the right guy i wish to have this entire life.You're my friend,you're my shopping partner,you're my lullaby singer, more-less you means everything to me.Before i'd met you,i did't think much of my self as really anyone important,but you have brought out the best in me.Sorry,i know sometimes i may got mad when you started to compliment me,telling me that im beautiful since I obviously don't believe it,but I'd realized that you only want me to see what you'd see in me.Even if i don't believe that is possible.You'd seen more in me than anyone in this world did-including myself.You'll always kept on telling me,im the most beautiful person u'd,inside,out & u see that more clearly with each passing days.

Frank speaking Manjer,i was extremely speechless & i just don't know how to express how thankful am i to Allah cause He'd sending me a good guy like u.Ever since you've entered my life,I've been flying on Cloud 9 & i don't wish to come down yet.I love everything bout you,about us.You'd gave me the most amazing feelings inside,the feeling of being in love with you.I did pray everyday,may Allah bless our relationship,may His bless accompany in every seconds of our moment together.He'd completely trial & test me on several things & i should thank,praise for Him as He'd opened my eyes in many ways beyond my expectation.Thank you Allah.

See,i'd told you this entry might be long,but i haven't made any wishes yet =) So,i would like to take this opportunity to wish you:

Happy 23rd birthday Manjer.
Sorry for not being there on your big day.
I don't expect you to be better but i just like the way you're.
Hope you'll successfully 'catch' all your dreams.
Do stay sweet like u'll always did.
Good-luck in becoming well trained bowling player in future.
I sayang you regardless of anything else.
Find for good job.
Love me more then yesterday.
I'll wait for your rings.

PS:

I frickin' love your 2nd birthday wishlist Manjer,but i don't wish to publish it here.It was just between us okay.Promise!!!Frankly,it was the sweetest wishlist ever.

Hope your dream'll become true & ASAP.Can't hardly wait to celebrate your candy moment together.See you superb soon birthday boy.Sorry if my words making you sick to finish on as there were broken English here & there.Sorry kay Manjer.Just assume that you'll able to understand it.I sayang you ketat-ketat =)

Atiey M