Dunkin Pumpkin & Hunny Bunny =)

Its already 2.18am..
My eyes still wide open..
Starting to yawn several times but not sleepy yet..
Just back from Lumut , introducing part of Perak to Nana's classmate,Rohaya..
Memory card - memory card readers - usb - images - my document
Transferring recent pictures taken at Telok Batik and Lumut..
We had so much fun till max from evening till mid night..
Hangout picnic,eating,shopping,lepaking..
Girls day out..
=)

All images have been transfered..
My document-images-preview
Suddenly I've been catchup by picture above..
A candid pictures taken by Nana while i busying myself wrote something for my Manjer..
HB LOVE DP

Sometimes when i miss my Manjer there's no words can describe how much i miss him much..
At that moment when i wrote something on the sand..
My mind just thinking bout him after read his text..

"Baby..i windu u sgt2..jgn noty2 kay mandi kt sane tu..i jeles kang.."

Currently he easily get jealous on thing that not suppose to be jealous..
But its okay laaa..
Jealous wasn't that bad right??
Jealous meant that he still care and love me more than i know..
hahhahhahah
Manjer currently in Perhentian Island with his Celcom mates and bosses..
He actually replace Shawir coz of health problem..

Hurmmm..
Back to my story..
Im saying how happy I am recently.

Memories happened in the past..
I totally just wants to forgets about them...
Now,I realize that nothing or even nobody can replace him inside my heart.

Maybe at times, when we had argument or

disagreement on certain things..
I will think why can't we think the same, but end up..

I know it's me that can't think the same way

at times..
Now I realize that he's way of loving and concerns is totally a big different from others.

I don't mind who is he's past..
what he did in the past..
but most important is..
I'm he's present and he's future...

I'm very happy recently, really very happy...

Which I don't know why but I just now,..

I'm content with everything I have now...

Love + Family + Boyfriend + Friends...

I know that Im cutting down my time with my friends...

Ned always saying that I'm very blissful..

I don't deny that I'm blissful because I really felt very blissful in a relationship with Manjer..
He's past mistake has bring back the sweet little guy that i met at PLKN Segari Lumut..
He learn lots from that fucking shit mistake and start to cherish me more often..
cause he mention that he had lost me once but he wont make it happen twice..
I had forgive and forget bout his past and now we living with our happy present moment together..
My past teach me lots till made me more strong and think matured..

I'm really very blissful..
I don't know why every single minute of my life when he hits my mind..
I'm smiling and feeling that happiness inside me..
Like Neddy always said:"dlm hati ada taman.."
Thats the way i feels now..

After knowing that my family accepted him...

After knowing next time any events..

He might attend with me..
Knowing that he might be the one I getting marry with...

My heart just filled with full of happiness...

His love filled me till I brink already.

It's kind of true..
Im really at the most happiest time of life..
Treasuring him , loving him , giving him happiness and support that he needed..
Now he gave me he's...
Love happiness laughters defined us well..

Seeing him carry my baby nephew..
I smile to myself cause he love kids and this is the very first time..

I saw him playing with kids and loving them...

He'll be my baby's best daddy in the future if Allah willing us..

I will lock this man and treasure him forever,

till life ends..
I Love you DP..
I now it's not enough coz every day my love for you get more..
from strong to stronger to strongest and so forth..
I sayang you Manjer..
Thank you for brighten up my days..
Never missed to bring joys in me..
I am totally happy with you..
Maybe i'll always deny it in the past..
But now i do admit that you the one who me defined as happiness in my life..
muah muah muah muah

PS:

No matter how much insulting thing a person had said..
But at the very end i just learn to listen and forget..
Move on, and think positive way more often..
From memories i had turn up to what i am now..
Doesn't matter if they hurt,if they happy,if they suck..
Those thing wasn't bring any influence to me at all at this point till next time and so forth..
I'm totally happy..
And i would like to give special thank for them cause they made me growing up much faster..
Thank you guys..
**more picture will be upload later in my next post entry okay..

GOOD NIGHT!!!!!
=)

Atiey M
=)