Love =)

.
I open up my closet and i saw his face..
his smiling at me with full of happiness in his eyes..
suddenly i miss every single thing about him..
his voice,smile,funny joke,
its already late if i ask him to accompany me text'in..
Pity Manjer..
Sure he'll be damn tired cracking head thinking bout unfinished works..
I am the one who he'll debit all his problems,worries,happiness..
he never ask for more but just want me to lend my ears listening to his problems esp on works..
He such a workaholic person..
I can't help him much unless encourages him..
being a supportive gf..

I never thought that he made such a big affection in my life...
maybe nobody wouldn't understand how much he means to me..
How much the amount of important he made in my life..
he teach me how to be real...
plastic,fake,duplicates were totally fictitious when im with him...
he just want me to be the real Atiey coz he love the real me instead of pretend to be somebody else..
he teach me so many things till i couldn't ask for more..

I remember one of my friend asked me in sudden...
"Atiey ,why do you love him?"
I kept quiet, even thou the question is simple and straight forward..
i couldn't reach any answers coz that lots of things he'd done till made me falling in love again & again..
there're lot of answers till i can't choose none of them..
he deserve my love and he cherish and treasure me more than others do..
He's the guy that make my heart beat skip...
he's the one that accompany me through my bad times whenever I need someone to talk..
I couldn't stop my heart beat for him...
I couldn't imagine how my life would be without him...
He cherish me every single moment..
he appreciate every single moment of time I had with him...

He's stubborn..
he's funny..
he always praise himself as handsome..
he always make me laugh..
make me confuse..
make me want to love him even more..
makes me want t be with him going thru everything he's going thru & that's the way I love him..
I never felt regret coz I know I want to be with him & really wants to love him..
going thru thick and thin with him....

Manjer,
I love you....
Thou every time I say you're not handsome can find anyone else that is better looking than you..
but in my heart you're irreplaceable..
You're the most handsome one..
you're the cutest boy in my heart...

I always told him I'll make him the 2nd luckiest person coz he made me the first...
If given a choice all over again, my choice will be him...
My choice will still be him and I'll never change...
If people ask me, will I regret?
No, my answer is never and not going too forever, coz if I were to regret I won't be able to find someone that love me more than him, cherish and treasure me more than him, given me the happiness that he gave...

If I give up on him that's my choice of regrets...

Encik Azman Muhamad Nor..
You're loved by a girl named Zuriati Baharudin..
Now && forever..
=))

PS:

Manjer,
You never fail to make a smile on my face no matter how tired you're after work...
Never stop doing funny things...
I'm lucky, really very lucky...
even my friends have noticed it themselves..
I love you, even you ask me say millions, billion trillion of times..
I will never say I'm tired of saying it..
coz I mean it..
and most important..
it comes straight from the bottom of my heart...
.I LOVE YOU.

Atiey M
=)