Thursday, July 29, 2010

Happy =)




Dear Manjer,

I am so bored and suddenly your images popup across my mind..
This entry must be kinda bored maybe..
But i still wanna blog about you:about us..
I just finished transfers our camera shoot images..
And finally proven..
My little phonny really loves you Manjer..

I really adore the sweet smiley faces when you start to make your cute pose..
And most important..
Before I go much further..
Special thanks as you willing to fetch and send me on last Monday and Sunday..
Really appreciate it much kay Manjer..

When i scanning thru all the images especially yourself captured pictures at Kopitiam..
I do feel like tearing as i really missed that sweet moment together when im with you..
The way you talk to me..
The way you smiles..
The way you act like you not in sleepy mode..
The way you look at me..
The way you feed me..
Every single things still stay fresh lingering in my mind okay..
I'm so overwhelmed with thoughts..
And now,once again i am officially miss your appearance back..

Sometimes,I really question the amazing ability how fate allows to attract each others..
And then made such a huge changes in one another's life..
There are millions people in the world..
But Allah had allowed me to meet you in such beyond expectation ways..
Maybe it sound kinda funny if we tell others..
"Atiey knl man ni kt PLKN.."..
But thats the real thing happened between us right Manjer???

Throughout this particular years we being thru..
I guess I really learnt alot during my past time..
I learnt that in relationship,both parties should give and take..
Nothing should,or can be taken for granted..

Frank speaking..
Its really hard for me to understand you at the very beginning of our relationship..
But now Alhamdullilah I've finally knows the way to pamper you more often in future..
I promise i wont repeat the same mistake that i done in previous..
I've burden you a lot with my unpredictable sudden mood madness..
I admit sometimes when i get mad..
I'll say harsh words till made you hurt sometimes..
I am so sorry kay Manjer..
I am not a good person maybe..
But i'll try my best to comfort you and keep you happy always..
Just locked my words as i'll make sure i wont let you down twice..
I promise!!!
=)

I had a really wonderful weekend with you especially on 'sand art' moment..
I bet it was nothing special,but every single moment spent with you really made me feel so loved and special..
You gave me that sense of security I never had before..
There's nothing to fear of when you're around..
And throughout these 5 years,you proved that you'll always put me above everything else which is overwhelming me continuously..

Still remember the moment when i reached KL Central 30 minutes earlier than you..
You're freaking worried till you forbid me to go anywhere until you come and fetch me there..
You treat me quite similar to 3 years-old 'baby girl'..
But its okay :I don't even pretty bother with it...
Then when you finally arrived..
I've noticed your relief faces right after see me waved at you..
Thank you for being such a responsible bf of mine kay..

On Sunday was the emotional day ever..
You fetch me early in the morning then send me to Bukit Jalil's bus station..
Obviously my heart reluctant as im not ready to willing you go asap..
I took bus ticket on 1.30 pm..
So we have 4 hours left..
Had a 'small dramas' at Carefour till made both of us blast of tears..
At times when i felt really discouraged,you'll always there to lend your listening ears and encourage me back to norm..
And im really-really grateful for that as i still vividly remember how you encouraged me when Im feeling down just like that Sunday morning..

Whenever I throw tantrums at you..
You'll never get angry or turned up into Hulk or The Rock..
You always knows how pampered am I and you just stay cool cause you know i'm just being whinny just for a while..
then you bring me to the 'sand art' conner just to comfort my feeling as you know that im not willing myself to left you on 1.30 pm..
I really appreciates everything that you've done to me..
Thousand,million,billion thank you for your concern okay..
I heart that super Monday and Sunday much Manjer..

More or less..
I just wanna say that i really had a special moment no matter even just for a seconds when i with you..
Hope that we can spend much more time onwards..
Thank you for tolerating my incessant whines and behaving like a spoilt brat of mine..
Thank you for being so understanding..
Thank you for making me feel important and loved..
Love you Manjer..
=)
PS:

Okay yess..
Finally I've done my nagging on you..
Hope these 'short' notes wont break your 'pearls'..
btw..
I've put your Sin Chan on-top of my baby desk..
Don't worry much as i'll taking superb care on him..

(sorry:my English a bit broken here and there)

=p
Atiey M
=)