future??

hello..

im back to this place of serenity where i can pour my sorrow to.
sometimes i just simple felt that i don't living my life.
i am simply living what others wanted how i should live my life.
im being blinded by it again and again.

deep in the night,when all things drifting to sleep & rest..
my mind is not..
i keep on thinking bout my goals..
how i want to achieve it so badly..

guess, is just what im not contented with what i have.
future is filled with mysteries which waiting for me to discover soon.
so what next??

what will happen for the next day..
next month..
next year..
as time is ticking away and im getting older each days.
i feel that i am behind time.
do you feel the same way to??

*SIGH

atiey M
=)