'And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so'
'Hate That I Love You'
Rihanna & Ne-Yo
Currently listen to Rihanna & Ne-Yo song.'Hate That I Love You'.Guess what??I got swing mood this morning and the feel was like,OMG frickin' shit okay!!!!So,like i wrote before,i got early bird swing mood,means that im way too moody for this whole morning.Like usually,logged to fb.Started to update ridiculous status.'Merajok dgn you,sila tlg jgn pujuk i okay.Hurm!!!'.Opss,just realized that there were spelling error on my previous status.I wrongly type 'dgn' & jgn'.Hahahaha,sumpah malu dowh!!Friends started to give nonsenses feedbacks on my point & some of them seem a bit out of topic.Hahhahah.
But,more-less,they did bring back my days.I mean my morning back.Wow,seem like we having a huge 'war' last night till made me dragged it on next morning =)) .Human beings are funny creatures,me as the example.I think i am weird kinda person.Especially on how my mind works.Why do i easily get angry towards the person i love?? Shouldn't it be the other way.So dumb,but i am the dumb one for not thinking it through before losing my temper.
What's this lyric & song means to me?? It means a lot,yup, pretty lots.When i got mad,I feel like you're the one whom i hate the most.But what's exactly i feel inside,wasn't like what i'd directly showed.I am a human being,a girl.Nobody perfect,so did i.So, every-time i got early bird moody acting,just simply assume that i didn't get much beauty sleep,my cats hurt me,parents left me alone,haven't take my breakfast yet,my phone out of coverage,i failed to reach you thru & etc.Atiey dh start dh nk merepek die ni =)
Maybe i'm way too indulge & u'd wrongly pampered me,so that when u're not around,busy with your work i did felt like a little girl,being abandon,neglected by you.Sorry Manjer,I know sometime i'm way too complicated & hard to handle,when i get sulk,i don't easily listen to you,your explanation.Nasib you la Manjer dpt gf kuat merajok & marah mcm i ni kn??But,there's a thing for sure,'You mmg pndai pujuk i balik.Syg u sgt-sgt Manjer =) .You know u mean a world & i shouldn't repeat it hundred times to make it clear to you.'
So,as the solution,i promise.I won't, shouldn't vent my anger,throw tantrum,irritation,frustration towards you just because i am feeling down & moody.Sorry,i promised.I'll change for the better.
PS:
Thanks happykn i.I xmarah you dah.
You sgt sweet & i xsanggup nk marah you lame-lame.
Sorry Manjer.I sayang you & i'll always keep it warm.
muahmuah!!!
Atiey M
=)
